Dear Icy,
Your the main reason I'm still laying here being lazy. Your the reason I'm still breathing, and I'm not sitting locked in the bathroom with a blade held up to my wrists. And most importantly your the reason I have a new best friend.
I'm not kidding,you can make me smile even in my darkest states. You were the first to make me smile. We didn't meet very long ago, but with true friendship you don't have to know someone long.
You replaced the part of my heart Shayla took from me. I want you to know, you saved my life. Your crazy, and goofy personality literally saved me. Everyday you would talk to me about anything, and everything.
Do you remember our 4 am-5am conversations? Because I do. I loved every second of it, because you gave me happiness when the people around me failed to do so. You gave a spark to the fire, and I could never say in words how much that means to me.
I got to the point twice to where I was planning my suicide, again. But everytime you were right there talking me out of it. You pushed me out. You did that. I just listened you, telling me it wasn't right.
Even though I have no idea who you are, I feel like your one of the most important people in my life. If you ever need anything, I'll be there. You accepted me for me, and I accepted you for you. I think we make on hell of a team.
Thanks for being there for when I didn't have anyone. You mean the world to me.
Your friend,
Emma
