Salvation ( Completed..editing)

- Chapter Three -

"I never meant to start a war. You know, I never wanna hurt you."

- Jordin Sparks

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Omniscient

Dawn was in her hotel room debating what she wanted to wear to the jail. She didn't want to overdue it nor did she want to not impress.

"Dawn you're going to a jail for crying out loud. Anything you wear will be fine. Ant probably haven't seen a women in the five years he been there so he will definitely like anything you wear." Moniece sighed. The two have been on facetime for nearly an hour now. Dawn just couldn't choose.

"I know but I want my outfit to somewhat say I'm mature" She responded feeling childish. Dawn decided to choose something simple finally giving up.

"Girl please that body alone screams mature. What time is visitation?"

"In a hour so I have forty five minutes to get ready. I can't believe I'm actually doing this." Dawn exhaled loudly. She grabbed the letter that would explain to Ant everything that she may forget to say during their meeting. Hopefully she was able to give it to him during the visit or leave it with one of the guards.

"What if it goes bad though?" Moniece asked with a hint of worry to her voice. Although she only knew about the secret for a year now; she knew that it meant so much to Dawn. Her love for Ant was inexplainable. It was like love at first sight which to most people only happened in fairytales. If it turned sour she knew that Dawn would need a lot of help rebuilding her heart.

"I have contemplated over and over what I would do.  I probably would just be overly pissed." Dawn didn't really know what she would do if Ant rejected her just because she lied about her name. She also understood that he had every right to be mad. If she could lie about something so small than he probably would assume that everything else was a lie.

"How is your face? Is it healing?" Moniece asked. Dawn was putting on makeup which she barely liked to do. She wanted to cover the bruise that Marcel left.

"Somewhat. I can't believe he hit me though. Not just any hit he punched me in the jaw like I was some nigga. Now he acting like I'm the one who hit him. I swear he needs to be on meds." Dawn laughed a little. She has yet to process her brother laying his hands on her.

Dawn felt that no man should ever hit a woman regardless of the situation. She thought about pressing charges on him to teach a lesson but knowing Marcel he'd be someone's bottom.

Dawn chuckled at her thoughts returning to her face. When she was done she worked on her hair doing something simple.

"That's cute love" Moniece cooed watching her friend.

"Thank you. Okay so I'm going to finish getting ready and just meet my doom. Call you later." Dawn pouted.

"Alright, love you." Moniece responded and ended the call.

Dawn sat on her hotel bed and blankly stared at the wall bracing her self. Her body felt like little needles were being poked within. It didn't hurt but felt weird.

"You can do this. The worst that will happen is him not wanting me." Dawn talked to herself while getting dress. "Oh why did I have to be so insecure and immature five years ago."