"If you had a heart, I was hoping that you would've showed it some."
- Nicki Minaj
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Dawn
Let me tell you why I love him
Cause he is the truth
Said he is so real
And I love the way that he makes me feel
And if I am a reflection of him then I must be fly cause his light
it shines so bright
I wouldn't lieI had just put Aidan down in his crib when Indie Arie started to play. "And I know that it's God's gift to breathe the air he breathes." I couldn't help but sing every word she sung.
The song had so many levels. It wasn't just about a man but three generations. I looked down to see Kieran knocked out also. I tried my best to come up with different names but for some reason the two the nurse suggested just stuck with me. It's been a month but it felt like I just had them yesterday.
"Go get some sleep Dawn. I will wake you for their next feeding." I smiled.
"Mama I can wait a little while longer before-" I stopped talking when she gave me a scolding look.
I nodded and left the nursery. My body was sore and I was exhausted. The twins were very easy. I'm not sure if it was because I stressed so much during my pregnancy or not. The only time they cried was when I took too long to feed them or they pooped. Other than that they were pretty content and quiet babies.
I stared in the mirror. I had lost most of my baby weight in the two weeks since giving birth. I guess some of it was because I was too tired to eat a full meal. I got in bed and almost dozed off immediately but heard Aidan cry. It was crazy that I could distinguish their cries.
The door bell rung which made me get up. There was no way possible mama could change him and get the door. I walked down stairs and slowly made my way to the door. Without looking out of the peep hole I opened the door.
"Oh Dawn. I didn't know you were here. Is your mother here?"
"Uh. Who are you?"
"Dr. Vincent. I came to talk to her about something." I nodded my head and allowed him to step in before closing the door.
I walked to the living room. "Have a seat and I will get her. One second please."
I walked back upstairs to the nursery where my mom had just put Aidan back in his crib. Kieran started to fuss a little which meant now it was his time to get changed.
"Dawn I thought I told you I have it. Go get some sleep." She huffed.
I laughed a little. "Well I was but the doorbell rung. A Dr. Vincent is here for you." I told her and picked up Kieran.
I walked over to the changing table and started to change him. She shook her head at me and smiled.
"You just so hardheaded. Did he say what he want?" I shook my head 'no' and placed Kieran back in his onsie.
"It's already time for them to eat again." I sighed and placed him in my arms.
"You sure you don't want to try the bottle? It's taking a toll on your body Dawn. It won't make you a bad mother."
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Salvation ( Completed..editing)
FanfictionAnthony Alsina was doing a ten year sentence for something he didn't do. He found out that his girlfriend had taken everything he owned immediately after he was sent way. Upon release he strides to get what she took and then some. The only problem i...