Chapter 21
-Justin's POV
I woke up the next day with a killer headache. I had no idea where I was. I looked around the room and next to me I saw the most gorgeous sight. *yn* sleeping. She looked so beautiful. Her hair was layed all around her in beachy waves. Her pink lips slightly parted. her long eyelashes on her cheeks. I forced my self to look away from the beauty layed before me to the clock. 12 in the afternoon. Damn Scooters gonna freak that im not on the bus. How did I even get here? I looked next to the clock and saw the Tylenol and water which I quickly drank. This hangover was killing me. I looked over at *yn* when she started moving. Her eyes fluttered open and instantly met my gaze. “good morning sleeping beauty” I said in my morning voice with a smirk.
She sat up her cheeks turning a bright red as she tried to cover them up and look serious. “hi” she said coldly. “did you take care of me last night?” I asked her trying not to sound too happy that she cared enough for me to do it. “yea. You were piss drunk talking about how you love some girl and all that...” She said kind of hurt. “wow really?” I asked scratching the back of my neck. I could tell I was the one blushing now. “yea. When I tried taking off your shirt you wouldn't let me. You told me you were in love and that you didn't want to hurt her.” I just looked at her shocked. I couldn't believe I said that. “whoever she is. Shes really lucky.” She added.
I looked into her beautiful brown eyes. “why'd you do it Justin? Why did you let yourself get so drunk?" She asked me hurt and worry in her voice. “I was upset. I needed to get away from the pain..” I looked down at my hands. “upset about what?” “you.” She gasped. “I hurt you *yn*. If I would have never picked you up at your house your mother would have never called you all those names and you would have never done what you did. And to top it off I left you!” I was yelling by the time I finished. She looked pretty shocked. “Justin it wasnt your fault.” her eyes started to water.
“no. I know it was. Your just telling me it wasnt to make me feel better-” she cut me off. “no I'm not. all that used to happen before you...” She trailed off. I looked up at her tears falling from her closed eyes. She opened them and saw me staring. “she would beat me whenever she got drunk. Call me names. I would cut to get rid off all the pain. I dont want you feeling guilty for something that wasnt your fault.” She told me tears still streaming down her face. I put my hand on her cheek and wiped away a tear with my thumb. I looked into her eyes and her eyes flickered to my lips.
I leaned in and our lips connected. Fireworks going off in every corner of my mind. I missed her lips so much. we pulled away, our foreheads still touching. “*yn* I want to tell you this now. Before anything else. These past few Weeks have been hell.I regretted leaving you everyday. Your beautiful, smart, hilarious and just a free spirit.” I stared into her eyes. ” *yn* I love you.” Her arms flew around my neck and I Hugged her waist. “I love you too Justin.” She said into my neck. I smiled. I missed my girl.
