-Your POV
I finished getting ready so I went to find Justin. I almost walked pass the green room but I saw him and Selena. She was extremely close to him. But I guess she saw me cause she looked at me and pulled Justin in for a kiss. he wasnt pulling away.... I gasped, And he pulled away and turned to look at me. Thats when the tears started falling down my face. I felt like I was just hit by a truck. My heart dropped to my stomach and I didnt know what to do.
“*yn* its not what it looks like,” he started but I didnt wanna hear his excuses. I turned and ran down the hall. “*yn*! *yn* come back! Please! lets talk!” He kept calling my name but I ignored him. I frantically searched for an exit until I reached the next corner. I saw the red exit sign over the door and wasted no time pushing my way outside. I ran. I dont know where, I just ran. I was a complte mess. Tears pouring down my face. Why didnt I see this coming? This always happens to me. I catch feelings too fast and end up getting hurt in the end. They never feel the same way about me and I end up looking like the idiot. I really thought Justin was different. This was why I had trust issues. I could never trust anyone enough to give them my all. And when I finally let my guard down with Justin I got hurt again.
I didnt know where I was. I was on a highway by the looks of it... On the side of the road in a ditch. I just collapsed in a pile of emotions. Not caring that my clothes would get dirty. Not caring that my hair was a mess and I had my face on the dirt. I curled up in a ball and burried my face in my knees, Sobbing quietly. I was cold and tired and just didn't care anymore. I cried myself to sleep in that ditch.
