Chapter 31
Your POV
*warning violent sexual content*
I woke up in a room i've never seen before. I sat up on the bed and immediately regretted it, I was very light headed and dizzy. I slowly layed backdown and stared at the ceiling. by the looks of it I was in a motel. A cheap one at that. I sat up again slowly and took another look around. This time slowly getting up. How did I get here? last thing I remembered was being in Austins.... Austin. “morning babe.” I turned to see who it was. Austin was walking out of the bathroom in nothing but a towel. His body perfectly tanned and toned. the V-shape on his hips disappearing in his towel. “take a picture it'll last longer” he said smirking at me. I quickly looked away. “where are we?” I asked barely above a whisper. “a motel.” He said monotonously. “why? I need to go. Justin and scooter are probably going crazy right now...” Just then the door connecting the rooms opened.
Some tall muscular boy with brown hair and blue eyes walked in. “is this her?” He asked Austin. “yea. She's a hot one aint she?” He said I could hear the smile in his voice. “yea. So why she here?” He asked loking me up and down. I turned away in disgust. “she mine now. We got to get moving soon though. They're gonna be looking for her.” I'm his? the fuck? “I am not yours. Im no ones property!” I spat at him. his face went cold. “Ethan leave us alone. I gotta knock some sense into this bitch.” Ethan said nothing. He turned and left abruptly. He wasn't even out the door when I felt a fist hit my face. I collapsed to the floor.
Holding my face. ”#1 you NEVER talk to me like that in front of my boys. EVER.” he kicked my side. Making me fall completely on the ground. “#2 when I want you I can have you.” He grabbed me by my hair and pulled me up on the bed. “#3 YOU. ARE. MINE.” He hissed. I never let anyone hit me or talk to me like that. I stood up and punched his face as hard as possible. He wasted no time retaliating by slapping my face making me Fall back on the bed. I held my face as he delivered a powerful blow to my stomach and I gasped for air. I heard him walk across the room and pull something from a bag.
Next thing I know I was being handcuffed to the headboard. He climbed on top of me. “I want you. Your mine. I can have you whenever I want.” He whispered harshly in my ear. I tried to move away from him as much as I could. He chuckled at my desperation. he started sucking on my neck harshly biting. I winced in pain but it motivated him. He grabbed my breast in his right hand. Roughly squeezing. I gasped and he took the opportunity to seize my lips, sticking his tounge in my mouth. I didnt kiss back. I couldn't. None of this would've happened if I hadnt ran away. I was terrified and I just wanted to be home. with Justin. No. Justin didnt want me. He wanted Selena. No one wanted me. I quietly sobbed to myself.
“kiss back.” Austin said on my lips. Kissing me again. No. if I was gonna die I was going out fighting. I didnt kiss back. He squeezed my breast way harder than before. “I said kiss back.” I did. Crying in the process. He sat up on my lap. he looked down at me crying and he smirked. Hes sick and demented! He grabbed my shrit ripping it off my body. he went back to my lips. Roughly kissing me as I felt his hands slid around my back to my bra. No. I started squirming under him. He grabbed me by my neck. “no, no ,no.” He said in a mocking tone squeezing my neck harder.
I started coughing like crazy. He went back to my bra and undid it. He ripped it off and stared at my body. I closed my eyes. He Cupped my breast in his had and brought his mouth down to it. He started sucking on my breast biting down. And I let out a yelp. He looked up at me smirking. He was gettin a kick out of this! I felt his boner through the towel! He did what I was dreading and removed his towel tossing it to the floor. He went to my Jeans. Unbuttoning them and swiftly pulling down the zipper. He yanked my Jeans off my body.
He roughly grabbed my thighs seprating them. No. not this. Please. No. he moved his face inbetween my legs. Placing open mouth kisses over my sensitive area over my pink lace panties. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of my panties and pulled them down. As soon as they were off I started kicking and screaming again. “Austin! Please! No! Dont!” I begged, sobbing. I couldn't stop the tears. I was petrified. “Shut up!” He spat obviously annoyed. “dont do this! Please! Im a virgin! Please!”
A look of excitement came over his face. “Virgins are always more fun. ” he said winking. “No! PLEASE! DON'T” he shot up off the bed and across the room. I heard him looking around in his bag and he came back with a roll of duct tape. He put some on my mouth and returned to his previous position between my legs. All I could do now was cry. He positioned himself and painfully thrusted into me. If I didnt have the duct tape on my mouth my screams would've been much louder. But they were muffled. He kept thrusting harder and harder each time. There were sure to be bruises on my hips by how rough his grip was.
Each thrust was another shot of pain through my body. After what felt like hours of torture he made one final, painful, thrust into me and collapsed on top of me. He ripped the tape off my mouth slowly letting me feel the sting it left on my face. Then he took off the handcuffs. He roughly kissed me I oushed him away. he got up and went to his bag. He threw on his clothes and threw me a pair of sweats and one of his tshirts. “put those on.” He said as if nothing happened. I picked up my bra and underwear and put them on along with his clothes. “you look cute in my clothes” he said smiling.
I shot him a disgusted look. and sat on the bed. He simply walked into the other room. Cool,calm, and collected. I collapsed on the bed and curled into a ball. Just crying and crying. He just took my virginity. He beat me. I had aches and pains all over. My area was throbbing and not in the good way. Whats next is he gonna kill me? I don't care I want the pain to end I want it all gone. I cried and I cried. Just wanting to die.
