Secrets ➸ Misaac

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PLEASE READ THE AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END!!!! Written in school because I get bored af okay, and don't tell me you're not bored in school because we all know you're lying.

"My demons are begging me to open up my mouth, I need them, to chemically the words come out...I sold my soul to a three piece, and he told me I was holy. He's got me down on both knees, but its the devil thats trying to hold me down, hold me down."

-halsey, Hold Me Down

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Being forced to take a walk all by yourself is not the funnest thing in the world.

Isaac was currently walking in the cold weather over to the little "forest" in their backyard, his Mom had stated that if he didn't have at least an hour outside then he'd have to go to a therapist for his panic attacks, eat more than he has been, make more videos with his siblings, electronics taken away, and that ment his only escape would be gone.

Music, no music until he would get better.

That is a living hell for him.

Isaac wasn't one to curse, but when he would it was usually to himself and its only when he's overly frustrated or just annoyed in general.

But recently, its just becoming a normal thing for him. Which wasn't the best thing when you have to go to Chruch and the only "swear word" you can say is crap.

Though, he could say hell, but it wasn't exactly a swear either since it was more of a place.

Plus his Mom would still scold him if he did say it, even though Jordan said it maybe a couple times on their Channel.

But that wasn't the point, he hated that he was forced to just do whatever outside for an hour all by himself in freezing weather just so he didn't have basically his life taken away from him. And he was a month away from being 18.