Secrets ➸ Misaac

1.4

The pictures above are the boys' outfits, Michael's is pretty accurate.

"I'm a six, and shes a ten. Shes so fit I'm insecure, but she keeps coming back for more. How did we end up talking in the first place?"

-End Up Here, 5SOS

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Isaac constantly tried making himself look decent, he was finally able to go shopping and get some bracelets and a couple other new clothes since he wanted to look at least somewhat presentable. Or at least in his mind.

He wanted to somewhat impress the band - and Liz - so they don't think he's a freak. God he was so nervous, he felt like the pressure was all on him. He did wear a muscle tank, which is really risky. He felt like everyone would be staring at his wrists and send him to a mental institution or something.

He hoped no one would notice, though he did like the outfit he wore and thought at least Ashton would like him. To him, Ashton was the sweetest person alive based off videos on YouTube and his tweets to fans.

Plus, he doesn't give off the edgy looking vibe like Michael does sometimes. He was also nervous about that, Michael.

He had to say that Michael did make his stomach turn a bit, he didn't know why he did, but he sorta just ignored it. Though it made him curious as to why he got that feeling.

He glanced over at his desk, giving a sly smile as he saw the Sounds Good Feels Good album his mom let him get at Target.

He knows he has iTunes, but the physical copy made him, quite literally, squeal.

Sure his mom did seem concerned that her 17 almost 18 year old son was buying an album by a quote in quote "boyband" but she didn't question it. But he was glad she didn't, though everyone was happy he actually got out of the house.

He found that ridiculous.

Its not like he's never been outside before, like really he questioned his family sometimes.

He loved it though, it had Calum supposing to be yelling "Sounds Good Feels Good" with a beautiful pink and yellow background. He was sorta worried that which ever one of the boys who was going to share the room with him would notice the album and be sort of weirded out.

He looked in his mirror, sighing as he looked at his new bracelets covering up his cuts. He fixed his beanie a bit before deciding weather he should wear his glasses or not.

He ended up not wearing his glasses, but only because he thought it'd make him look stupid with his glasses on with a semi good outfit. He fixed up his hair a little more before Bethany came in and almost gave him a heart attack.

"You look good, do you think you'll be able to share a room with one of the four dudes who are coming?" she asked.

He nearly scoffed when she complimented his appearance, he looked like he was trying way too hard in his opinion.

"M-Maybe I will, i-if mom would stop bugging me to go outside. That's freaking b-blackmail and I'm almost eighteen." He pouted, remembering that he was turning eighteen this month and he shouldn't be nagged around by his mother the month of his birthday.

Bethany nodded in agreement, pouting as well because her little brother would be turning eighteen. But that wasn't the reason why Isaac was pouting.