Secrets ➸ Misaac

2.4

Mike's outfit on the top/side! Continuation from last chapter, enjoy lions :-)

Okay but Michael cried in the Jet Black Heart music video and I watched it 10 times and cried an effing waterfall.

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The tan boy stood in the door way, his raven hair in a mess and his brown eyes tired. He only wore his sweatpants which left him shirtless.

"Why are you still up? I heard Michael an- oh well I see you met Michael's cuddle side." He chuckled, seeing Michael curled up to Isaac.

"O-Oh uh yeah, he couldn't sleep. H-Had too much sugar before bed." Isaac bit his lip, Calum nodded.

"You were singing Jet Black Heart?" He realized, his brain now waking up and functioning.

"I-I...well- I gue- you see I- fuck!" Isaac covered his face, hoping he was just being delusional and that Calum wasn't actually there. His eyes were stinging and his vision blurred.

I'm sorry, he thought, I'm sorry for being a mistake. I'm different and everyone hates me for it, I'm just so sorry....I'm weird and annoying I'm sorry.

He couldn't hear what Calum was saying, he no longer felt Michael next to him, he couldn't feel Calum shaking him slightly or Michael now trying to help him and calm him down.

He felt like he was consumed by darkness, he was blanking out and just saw darkness as well.

But this had to be one of the worst panic attacks Michael witnessed the boy have, he was shaking like crazy, eyes were closed tightly, tears running down his face.

He was broke out in a sweat and started screaming, Bethany had ran in soon enough and tried to help- everyone tried to help.

But Isaac couldn't hear them yelling, he couldn't feel them rubbing his back and trying to calm him down, he couldn't hear his own screams.

All he could feel was his chest tightening, and he felt alone. He felt everything go numb, and soon, he didn't feel or hear anything at all.

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At first, everything was a blur. His head hurt, he felt dizzy, but soon everything came into focus, he looked around. He didn't recognize the room, only because it wasn't his.

It was a hospital room.

He looked to the side table, there were gifts and get-well-soon balloons.

He was confused, what happened?

He looked at his wrists, sighing in relief his bracelets remained on him.

A nurse then walked in, he looked at the woman and she smiled at him.

"How are you hun, do you need anything?" She was about in her mid 60's and she seemed nice. Like a grandma that makes cookies and spoils you rotten.

"I'm f-fine," his voice was raspy, which sort of took him back a bit. "Can I get someone in here with me? Call someone maybe?"

"Sure, we have your siblings numbers along with the four gentlemen, who do you want here sweetie?" She asked.

"Michael Clifford, and Bethany Frye."

"Okay, I'll be back." She left then, and Isaac was trying to remember what had happened. All he could remember was singing to Michael.