Secrets ➸ Misaac

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Isaac's outfit on the top/side :) TOMORROW IS THE OFFICIAL BEGINNING OF WINTER BREAK SON!!

5sos fucked it up at Jingle Ball just a btw like damn MICHAEL'S GUITAR RIFTS AND ASHTON'S DRUMMING FUCKED. ME. UP.

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When Isaac got home, he felt really nervous. He had no idea what to expect, he didn't know how people would react.

He took a step in and instantly felt Michael's hand on the small of his back with everyone rushing toward them.

When it came to Jordan hugging him though, his heart slammed against his chest and he could already feel his anxiety acting up again.

Michael pulled Isaac away after a couple seconds when remembering about what Isaac had said about Jordan.

"Isaac's famished we should get him food." Michael chuckled awkwardly, grabbing Isaac's hand and quickly going to the kitchen.

"Famished?" Isaac whispered.

"Don't question my big boy words dammit." The boy retorted making Isaac get all giggly.

Suddenly Michael scooped up the boy and set him on the counter making him squeak, he then stood in between Isaac's legs and looked into his eyes, Isaac saw how tired Michael looked.

He was supposed to help Michael sleep, but he was passed out for eight days. He'll need to ask Michael how many hours he got once they're back in his room.

"What do you wanna eat?" Michael asked snapping Isaac out of his own thoughts.

"Honestly I'll eat anything at the moment, I'm as hungry as fuck," he muttered the curse word incase his family heard.

Michael laughed and patted his knee, going to make Isaac something to eat.

Isaac looked at his hands and blushed, he doesn't know why Michael always made his heart leap or why his stomach always knotted and made him all flustered.

But he slowly began to understand more on why, he just wasn't quite there yet.

"I'm scared.." He caught himself saying quietly, playing with his thumbs as Michael turned to look at him for a second.

"Tell me in a second okay, when we're upstairs." Michael bit his lip and finished the food he made Isaac (which was just a couple sandwiches) and took the plate and went upstairs with the boy.

Once he had closed the bedroom door, the two sat on Isaac's neatly made bed as Isaac ate.

"What's wrong?" Michael asked, rubbing his knee to let the boy know that whatever it was it was safe with him.

"I'm scared of going to therapy...because it's most likely not going to work....I don't want to go." He said after he had finished chewing and shook his head. He let out a shaky breath, "p-please don't make me go Mikey..."

"C'mere babe," Michael opened up his arms and Isaac moved into them quickly, his face nuzzling into the older boy's neck as the tears slipped from his eyes.

"Its going to be alright okay? I said I'd help you, I want you to get better so I wan't you to at least go four times and if you still don't like it- if it doesn't work I'll get you out of there okay? Deal?" Michael rubbed his arm and slumped his cheek on the boys warm forehead.

At first Isaac wanted to scream no and go search for a blade to relieve him. But he didn't, he took a deep breath and took in Michael's words.

He wants Michael to help, so thats what he's getting, help. He knows Michael has good intensions, he wasn't Paula.

He wasn't Jordan.

He's Michael.

Michael is beautiful inside out, first glance you might see his flaws and don't like him, but he truly is beautiful and not a lot of people see that.

His eyes are a pretty shade of green and in some lighting can look blue, every hair color suits him well, his pale skin is soft and suits him, he doesn't have a built body like Ashton or Calum, he has a small tummy which just makes him more perfect.

He gave the best hugs, holding you tight at the waist and lifting you off your feet a tad but it was warm and you could never have enough of it, his voice is deep but relaxing.

Yeah he's a total dork being obsessed with anime, watching Pokémon or DragonBallZ and singing the intro's even though he's twenty. He's childish and made dirty jokes just to get people to laugh.

His laugh is loud and adorable and sometimes he would get giggly or laugh to himself. He's so kind and caring about others and he adored his fan's so much. He loves the boys, he states that their his brothers even though he's an only child. He loved those boys, he really did. Without them where would he be now?

Isaac looked up at Michael, his watery brown eyes meeting the boy's sparkling green ones. Then he got it, he understood now.

He understood his feelings now. He took another deep breath, letting it out with a sigh.

"Deal, now where's my surprise?" He chuckled, making the older boy's eyes light up.

"Your family and the boys are going out tonight and I said I'd hang out with you here.... I want you to come with me somewhere..."

"Okay?"