Secrets ➸ Misaac

4.4

Its nice having the boys on tour again, it takes my mind off of all the drama.

Sixteen chapters until the book is finished! The chapters may get a bit shorter now that its so close to the end...

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Its been a few weeks since tour started, they were now currently in Indonesia, but the concert wasn't until the next day.

They had just got there from Singapore -- they arrived in Indonesia the night before since it only takes about two hours to arrive.

Isaac took so many pictures, some he kept to himself and the boys for just inside jokes, some he posted on Instagram, he made his own twitter rather than sharing one with his siblings so he posted on there as well.

And speaking of the people back home in Indiana, he's been talking to Abigail a lot and shes been keeping him updated with his siblings and things he might've missed.

He's been e-mailing his therapist every day, telling her whats going on and how each time he has to ride a plane it gets a bit easier.

Now he was listening to I Can't Remember, reading a Phan fan fiction on Wattpad.

He feels like Wattpad is just an endless black hole he keeps getting stuck in. Like tumblr.

Yah just can't stop.

Michael was cuddled up next to him, reading what was on the screen but denying it when someone asked. Michael knows what fan fiction is but he has never really read it. He was very interested right now though.

Calum and Ashton played some cards with Luke in the meantime since they were bored.

Isaac snuggled closer to Michael, suddenly getting the chills. The twenty year old pulled the covers over them both and kept Isaac close to keep him warm.

"Lovey~"

"Fuck off Calum!!" Michael whined and tangled his legs with the smaller boy, hugging his waist and pressing his lips to the boy's shoulder as they continued to read.

"What're you two even doing?" Ashton laughed.

"Cuddling." Michael mumbled, yawning into his boyfriends shoulder.

"I meant on the computer you two have been staring at it for like 2 hours." Ashton got up and took a peak at the computer.

"Ok Michael since when do you read?"

"Fuck off!" The blue haired boy pushed him away and curled up to Isaac. Feeling like he was going to fall asleep was basically great for him right now.

He usually hypes up on sugar when he tries to deal with Jet Lag but his insomnia was keeping him from that.

Michael had been asked why he wasn't hyper by Luke or Calum and he just replied with "too lazy" or "I don't wanna be."

Which were pretty lame excuses but he didn't care, he wasn't good with excuses anyway.

His thoughts were soon interrupted when feeling Isaac shift and face him. Pulling him to his chest and hugging Michael tightly.

He realized he was asleep, which was pretty odd since he hadn't realized before. But he soon fell into his dream state, he liked having dreams.

Thats probably another reason why he loves sleep, except if they're one of "those" dreams.

Which he hasn't had in a long while thankfully.

He curled up to his boyfriends chest, getting a bit flustered just thinking about those dreams.

"Well aren't you two just the cutest." Luke teased Isaac since he was still awake.

"Dammit stop," Isaac laughed and rolled his eyes, chucking a throw pillow at the tall blonde.

"You two gotta stay hands off so much in public now," Ashton sighed, looking at the boy. "If paparazzi finds out..."

"Hey if my mom hasn't found out yet then I can hide from a few people taking pictures."

"Yeah but you have to be really damn careful, one slip and magazines, articles, millions of fans will either be with you or against you and the LGBT community." Ashton stated.

"Like I said, if my mom hasn't found out yet then we're good." Isaac applied making Luke and Calum laugh.

Ashton nodded, he loved the two together and he didn't want hate to come piling in and making them both sad.

It was hate in the first place that had made Isaac go into an even more depressed state than he was before. Though those were only a majority of 2m fans, imagine about 6m fans.

God just the thought of that made Ashton feel so bad for them, how would they come out to that many people if they decided to?

Isaac played Minecraft a bit as Michael slept soundly with his head and Isaac's rib area and arms around his hips.

They weren't ready to tell the world yet.

Cause they still have to make sure everything is working out, that they may stay with each other or may not.

Once they find out is when they'll tell them.