Secrets ➸ Misaac

1.3

"I was already missing, before the night I left. Just me and my shadow, and all of my regrets. Who am I? Who am I? But I don't know myself, who am I? Who am I? Invisible."

-Invisible, 5SOS

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"Kids! Get down here I've got some news!" Paula called up the stairs. Cierra and Bethany looked at each other with their eyebrows raised, but went downstairs. Jordan followed behind them shortly after, but Isaac, like always, was last.

He took his phone and earbuds with him downstairs, but before going down, he pulled his sleeves over his hands so that none of his skin was visible.

He went downstairs with only one earbud in and at low volume so no one could hear what he was listening to. He's really happy that the album (Sounds Good Feels Good) was released a couple days ago at 11 PM on Thursday. He was originally going to stay up until midnight, which he did to listen to the album, but he nearly screamed when it came out an hour earlier.

But nonetheless he absolutely loved the album.

When he came into the living room, Waste The Night had came on and he took a seat next to Bethany.

Bethany gave him a small smile, and he returned it. He picked at his sleeve a bit though, but thought nothing of it. That's when his Mom spoke up.

"So in a couple days, four boys from Australia will be coming here. They'll actually be staying here for a- well I don't really know how long they'll be staying here. But it'll be a while. I know their ages, names not so much. I know the youngest boy though, his Mom contacted me. His name is Luke Hemmings, he's 19. The other three are his friends, so yeah. Is everyone okay with this?"

Isaac nearly passed out then and there, 5 Seconds of Summer is staying at his house and arriving in a couple days.

His heart rate picked up its pace and the blood rushed to his cheeks but God did he hope no one noticed.

He wanted to jump around and scream, he was so happy. But then he remembered, what if they don't like him?

He doesn't want them to not like him.

"Also, since their are four of them and four of you, each of you kids have to share a room with one of them." Paula added, snapping Isaac back to reality.

His cuts.

That nearly made him want to throw up, what if they found out he did that? What if they hated him if they found out? Would they tell everyone? Or would they just shrug it off like it was nothing?

"Isaac?"

He jumped when he felt the hand on his shoulder but then realized it was Jordan, but it didn't really help his self esteem much when seeing him.

"Wh-What..?" He stuttered and pulled his sleeves over his hands even more than they already were; but Jordan didn't notice. But then he felt the one tear drop from his cheek and onto his sleeve, making him cringe from the fact he was crying over something stupid.

He shouldn't be crying.

He realized everyone was looking at him in concern, and he shrinked back a bit trying not to freak out; he quickly wiped his face and brushed Jordan's hand off his shoulder.

"You okay..?" asked Cierra.

"I'm fine."

-

"Our Halloween costumes are amazing as fuck." Calum chuckled as the four looked in the mirror, and laughing at their appearances.

"Hell yeah we do." Ashton snorted, fixing his wig since it was a bit lopsided, which only made it more lopsided so Luke had to help him fix it.

Michael wasn't exactly comfortable in the leopard print tights that went along with his costume, but the boys assured that he had "the legs" for it and that he looked badass.

So he just sucked it up and didn't complain.

He did get a lot of compliments by the fans, which made him happy. But he was tired, really tired. The make up he had on hid his bags from the lack of sleep, he was so tired and he just wanted to sleep in until 3 pm but only God knows he could never do that.

But he sure as hell wish he could.

He still had his thoughts at night and he still wasn't able to sleep until three am.

Then had to wake up at seven thirty because his Mum woke up at that time to make breakfast, then had to call him in.

By the time he got out of his bed and ate, there was no way in hell he could just go back to sleep. He hated being like this, it drived him insane that he had to drink coffee in the morning just to stay awake, though he always put sugar to replace the bitterness if the coffee.

He at least had a bit of fun with the coffee anyways, he'd put whipped cream and crumbled up some gram crackers on top of that like they would if you got the Smores Frapp at Starbucks.

Damn I'm such a white girl, he thought. Mentally slapping himself and thinking, I thought Luke was the white girl not me. He chuckled under his breath, since Luke really is a white girl despite having a dick.

But, you can't really blame him. I mean, he loves Mean Girls, How I Met Your Mother, he always went to Starbucks, sassy, that fucking lip ring.

"I really need to stop, I'm driving myself loco."

Michael let out a sigh, fixing his wig so the fake hair wasn't stuck on his eye lashes since that was annoying, like why? What is your purpose eyelashes? All you do is fall off, get stuck in our eye, and get caught on hair.

He shook his head, he really his going loco now isn't he? He watched as his friends helped each other finish stuff up, but then they all got called into a separate room by Liz.

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A/N: Happy Halloween :)