I'm Sorry; S.M

•Chapter 9•

           Chapter 9               
Listen to I Will Wait by Marcus Mumford

    •Isabella•

I got my bag and went downstairs. I saw my mom at the table with her head in her hands. She looked up and saw me. "Isabella, I am-." "Save it mom. Did you just move here to get money by having sex with men," I asked. "You know what. Don't tell me. Whatever your going to say isn't going to change what happened." I twisted the door knob, walking out the door, slamming the door behind me.

I went inside Noah's car and asked the question I wanted to asked, "Where are we gonna go?" He took a deep breathe, "We're going to live with......w-with our dad." I froze. I wasn't ready for all of this in one day. 

"W-where does our dad live," I asked. "In.... Flor-"I cut him off. "No! No! I can't leave," I cried out.  "Bel I'm sorry," he said softly. By now I was crying my eyes out. "Can I stay with Shawn or something until you buy a house or my dad moves over here to Canada," I yelled. He shook his head.

I shook my head and cried into my hands. "I'm staying with Shawn," I said going out the car with Noah following. That was a very selfish move. "Bel listen to me. Look I'll let you stay with Shawn. But after 5 months your coming to Florida," he said sternly.

"Ok," I said softly. I ran and hugged him tight. "How did you even find, dad?" "He found me on Facebook. He wanted to see us and I thought I could go over." I sighed. "Bye Bel. Take good care of yourself. I love you sis," Noah said. I nod, "I love you too, Noah. I'll see you soon," I said walking to Shawn's house. I was still crying. I was about to knock but I stopped.

What if they don't want me here? If they don't where will I go? All these thoughts just made me cry more. I fell to the floor and hugged my knees, letting everything sink in.

I cried for what felt like hours. I felt arms wrap around me and lifting me up. I was to weak to see who it was. I kept crying. "Babe, what's wrong," a voice said. I just shook my head and kept crying.

I didn't have the strength to speak. I didn't have the strength to stop crying. I was just a mess. Shawn hugged me and put me on his lap. I cried into his chest, while he was rubbing my back.

I stopped crying and wiped my eyes. "I'm sorry Shawn," I sobbed. "You probably don't want me here," I said. "No, it's okay. Calm down, Bel," Shawn said. I just couldn't stop crying.

I then stopped crying when I felt pair of soft lips on mine. I kissed back. I softened and relaxed. He pulled away and hugged me tight, "I love you," I said. "I love you more," he said. "Can you tell me what happened," Shawn asked worried. I looked at my lap. I nodded,

"It all happened after I dropped you off. Um y'know how my mom was every distant with us, she finally was home. It's was a surprise that she came. I walked inside with Noah.....and we found her having sex with this guy and she called Noah a son of a bitch a-and she slapped him! Noah and I packed our stuff and we were ready to leave. She has changed. But Noah told me that we were going to live with our dad...... And he lives in Florida! I didn't want to leave you. I asked to stay with you but I don't know if your parents want me here. No I should leave I'm so fucking selfish!" I sniffed, standing up. 

"No. Come on, let's go ask them, then we can go get ice cream," Shawn said taking my hand, and walking to his parents room. Talk about having an amazing boyfriend!

He knocked on the door then opened it. "Hey Isabella," Shawn's mom said coming and hugging me. I hugged back, pulling away to say hello.

"Mom can Bella stay here for like a few months," Shawn said taking his hand in mines. "Of course! But if her mom lets her then yes. Welcome home," she smiled widely, I, smiling back of course.

"Well, me and Bel are gonna get ice cream, want any," Shawn asked. "Um I think I'll get pecan ice cream if you don't mind," she said, Shawn nodding. "Dad you want anything?" 

"No I'm good son."

Shawn nods, walking downstairs.

"Aaliyah want anything from Baskin Robbin," Shawn asked. "Yes! Wait I'm coming," she yelled back running while trying to put on her vans. "Alright let's go," she said, running to the car. "I'll drive if you want," I said to Shawn. "Ok if that's fine."

"I call shotgun," Shawn said, running to the passengers seat, making Aaliyah pout. I got in and started the engine, Shawn giving me the directions.

                       •Noah•

I got out the air plane and texted my dad telling him I was ready. He reply instantly. My dad said that I had a step-brother and step-sister. Mason, which is 17 like me and the girls name is Eunice and she's 15.

I walk into Starbucks and got a small latte. I drank it until I spotted a man starring at me. I shifted uncomfortably. He notice and walked over. "Can I help you with something?" He shook his head 'no'.

He pulled me into a hugged and started crying. "How are you Noah," he cried. I froze. "Dad," I asked. He nodded. "It's me," he said softly. I pulled back looking at him. I hugged him tightly. "I miss you," I blurt out. "I missed you, too," he said. He sniffed and wiping his eyes, "Where's Bel?"

"She didn't want to leave her boyfriend so she said until you move to Canada she can live with us but I said after 5 months she's gonna have to visit us and I just made her look selfish," I said getting my suitcase.

"Oh I totally understand, just as long as she comes to visit. Let's head home so you can meet the fam," he said. I laughed. "What? I'm not that old," he said patting my back.

Maybe living with dad, won't be bad?