I'm Sorry; S.M

Chapter 26

Chapter 26
Listen to Need the Sun to Break by James Bay
Shawn

"Then just break up with her, Shawn!"

"I can't deal with this."

"I-I um?"

"What Shawn just say it! God damnit."

"Okay, okay. I'll be back!"

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I couldn't believe I'm doing this. I'm actually going to break up with Bel. The one I meet and loved since 10th grade. Wow. But I love Camila? It's hard to believe.

I walked up to Bels house and ranged her bell. I wanted a few minutes. She didn't answer. I turned the knob but the door was locked. I decided to call her.

"Hello?"

"Hi-um,"

"Shut the fuck up, Ian I'm trying to speak to someone," Bel said

I was confused. Why was she with Ian? "Shawn, hello," she said again.

"Right uh sorry. I-i really need to talk to you."

"Um-o-okay," she said. Her voice sounded confused and nervous.

"Can we meet at the park by your house?"

"Yeah. I'll meet you there, bye Shawn," she said, hanging up.

I wiped my sweaty hands on my kaki pants. I got in my car, driving to the park. I parked, walking towards a hill. My phone vibrates.

Bel:Where are you?

Shawn: I'm at the park

Bel: where in the park?!

Shawn: at the hills by the pound

She didn't respond but I saw her walking towards me. This is it. I took a deep breathe in. "I'm here," she sighed. "Bel, I-I think we should take a break," I said really fast and low. "W-what," she stuttered. "I think we-" "No, I heard what you said. W-why Shawn," she said choking out the words.

"I-I need a break," I sighed. "What for?"

"You won't understand, Isabella," I say, finally looking at her straight in the eyes. "Tell me what I did wrong! I will try to fix it, please, Shawn I need you."

I shake my head.

She nodded, "Okay. If that's what you want Shawn. There you go. Have a nice break. But just one thing Shawn," she said, holding back tears.

"Just be there where we started to date again. That's all I'm asking you. To be there for our 3 month anniversary," she said. "If you don't go, I understand I'm not enough," she said.

She stormed off to Ian's car.
Why did I just do?
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Bel

I can't believe this is happening. I spent money to buy him a new guitar he wanted so bad. I was going to give it to him as a present for our 3 month anniversary. I ran into Ian's car sobbing. I was mix with anger, confusion, especially hurt. "Bel what's wrong," Ian asked. "Can you just drive me home," I asked. He nodded, getting a hold of my hand while I was a sobbing mess.

"It'll be okay, bel," he coded. We arrived at my house, getting out of the car. We got inside and I went straight up into my room, slamming the door shut. "Wanna watch Netflix," Ian asked, knocking on the door. "I'm a good cuddle buddy," Ian said, with a smirk in his voice. Somehow he always seems to make me smile. "I don't have Netflix though," I said, opening the door letting him in. He smiled warmly. "Girl, I got you. I have my MacBook," hesaid. I smiled laying down on my bed. Ian laid down next to me going on Netflix. My phone started to ring. I got it, seeing that he was calling me.

"Hey, Matt!"

"Hello beautiful," he said. God damn he's voice got deeper.

"What's up?"

"Oh nothing, y'know. Everyone is about to take a break on tour!"

"Oh that's great!"

"When are you going to visit your family?"

"In 2 weeks."

"Ohhhh."

"So. How you been?"

"Pretty good, how about you?"

"I could be better."

"What's wrong, Bae. Tell me everything!"

"Ok! Well um I took your advice and started to date Shawn 2 months ago..Today he told me we should take a break and I got all pissed off and told him all I wanted was for him to meet me where he asked me out on our 3 month anniversary."

"Wow, that fucking jer-," he paused.

"Well I hope you feel better, remember...I love you."

"I love you too, Matt. I'll see you soon!"

I hung up and started to watch the movie.
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