I'm Sorry; S.M

Chapter 24

Chapter 24
Listen to Lights On by Shawn Mendes
•Bel•

At first I thought it would be easy to say goodbye. But it's hard. It's fucking hard to say goodbye to my best friends. I'm crying so much right now.

"Bel please I don't like seeing you crying," Matt whined, hugging me. He rested his chin on my head. I sobbed into his chest.

"Matt I love you," I start.

"So so much babe," I said hugging him harder. He started to shed some tears. "Bel, babe. I love you so much. I don't want to hear someone call me and say that you are crying because of me. I want you to move on. Just like you told me. It's gonna be hard at first but look," he said. "When we see each other we can do whatever, you and me. We can run away together," Matt said with a cheesy smile that turned into a smirk. I smiled back, slapping his chest gently.

"See, that's how I want see you. Smile, laugh, giggle or even snore like a pig," Matt said. I giggled. "I want to take 2 last pictures," Matt said. We took one with duck lips, and the other smiling. Soon matts flight was called. I sighed. "So this is goodbye babe," I asked as he got my hands. "No, don't make this cliché movie lol. I promise we'll see each other soon." He leaned in and kiss me. He took his time with the kiss. "See you soon babe," Matt said, hugging me. Then I felt him squeeze my butt. "I'll will come back for you and that ass, babe," he whispered. He got his bags, kissed me, and started to walk with Brent. I hugged Brent very tight and he gave me a kiss on the forehead. "See you soon Brent"I said waving them good-bye. They waved back, boarding their plane.
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I walked back to my room, opening the door. I walked in seeing Shawn laying on the bed. "What do you want, Shawn," I asked softly. "Bel, please help me. I-I'm horny and-and I don't know how to control it," he said turning red. "I'm sorry Shawn but you have a girlfriend that's helps you with-that," I said, awkwardly sitting on the bed at the very edge. "Please bel. I can't control it. I just want you... to touch me," Shawn whined. I looked at his formed bump.

"Bel I think you should go back with Shawn. He loves you and I know you love him," Matts words came flowing into my head.

"I-I don't know what to do, with your friend," I said nervously. "J-just touch me please," Shawn said as he bit his lip. He came closer but I pushed him away. "How did you get horny anyways?" "Um-I-I," he stuttered. "If you don't tell me why you got horny, I won't help you," I simply said. Shawn sighed. "I-i got horny...because I was looking... Looking at someone's pictures," he said, turning even redder then he already is. "Pictures of who," I asked, even though I knew who it was. "Of you bel. I wanted you to feel every inch of me. I wanted you to scream my name,.... I-i want you to be mine again babygirl," he said, coming towards me. Oh shit I thought it would be someone else. He put his hand on my thigh.

I looked at his hand. "Give me time Shawn, just a little," I said softly. I grabbed a hold of his hand. "Now can you help me," Shawn whined. "Yes"I said getting up. I got a boxer that Matt left, and a towel. "We're gonna shower together," Shawn asked excitedly, smirking also. I scoffed. "No, silly. Your gonna take a hot shower by yourself," I said grinning at him. I handed him the stuff and he stomped into the bathroom.

He didn't bother to close the door. 

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