I'm a mess. It's been another week without him. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss him. We were everything. He was my everything. At least I thought that. It's 8:56pm right now and I'm on my bed laying down, just thinking. Tomorrow I'm leaving to Florida so I can meet my other family. I have a massive headache. I guess it's from crying so much.
God how much I miss my regular life. Matt and Cam are gonna drop me at the airport tomorrow. I'm excited to see them again! I think I might just stay in Florida. I mean what's the point to stay in this miserable place? My thoughts were interrupted by a knock downstairs.
I jumped up, scared because I was alone. I got knife and went downstairs looking through the little hole on my door. Matt was outside and I sighed. I opened the door, literally grabbing him and jumping onto him. He hugged me tight. I miss this.
"Hey, darling," he said into my ear. "I miss you, Matt," I said, jumping off of him. He saw the knife and his eyes went wide. I put the knife on the table. "What? I was scared and I'm alone," I said, crossing my arms. He chuckled picking me up. He jogged up the stairs, jogging into my room. Oh god. He landed on my bed. He cuddled into me, telling me sweet things.
"I miss you...... I miss us," he whispered. I looked at my ceiling. Why am I feeling these emotions? Do I love him?
Suddenly he got up and kissed me. I sat there but then kissed back. "I love you Bel," he said. I pulled away. "Give me time Matt. I just went through something bad," I said putting my head in my hands. "All the time you want, babe. I'll be here," he said hugging me. I smiled weakly. I snuggled up into his arms, slowly closing my eyes. Just then, we fell asleep, together. ________
Matt
I woke up by someone calling me. I picked up my phone and answered.
"Hello?"
"Matt where the hell are you at," Cam yelled into the phone.
"Shit calm down we're asleep," I said.
"You have to be kidding me! Look what time it is! Your gonna be late for our flight, God damnit Matt!"
I checked the time 8:34am. Fuck. I hung up. "Bel, baby wake up we're gonna be late," I said as I got up. I gathered my stuff and brushed my teeth. Bel was already changed in leggings and a flannel. Ok that's good. She looks good. Matt shut up! I got my suitcase in my truck so she would see mine. We put her stuff in my truck and drove to the airport. My brother walked there so he can take my truck.
We rushed in, bel didn't even notice my suitcases. I chuckled while we went throw security. Then I saw Shawn that was a big mess. Bel froze. Cam gave me a worried look. 8:47am. "We'll give you two a little time alone," Cam said as he pushed me into Starbucks.
Bel
I froze. What did Shawn want now? "Isabella please forgive me," he begged. I held back my tears. "I don't know Shawn? How do you expect me to forgive you after all this shit you did to me? Huh?" "Because that would be true love," Shawn said. "True love?" I laughed bitterly, shaking my head.
"I don't even know what that is anymore." "It's either me or Camilla," I said looking at my shoes. "If you love me, you wouldn't make me choose," he spoke low. "If you love me, there wouldn't even be an option." I gathered my stuff as I heard my flight being called.
"Bye Isabella," he chocked out. "Bye Shawn," I said. I can't help to see him like this I walked over to the boys ready to go, when I saw that Cam and Matt have suitcases. "What?"I asked. They both smiled. "We're going to Florida with you," they said. "Oh my lord," I said as I hugged them both. "I love you guys," I said. "We love you too," they said. I pulled away. "I think you should go give Shawn a hug," Cam said. "Yeah. You'll regret it later," Matt started. I nod, jogging towards Shawn. I wrapped my arms around him as he instantly wrapped his arms around my waist.
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"I love you, Bel," Shawn whispered. I couldn't say anything back..I just couldn't.
I released the hug and started to jogged because I was late for my flight. We all hurried into the plane. When we got settled, I looked out the window. I sighed. Suddenly this boy sat next to me. I ignored him and put on my headphones blasting music.
