I'm Sorry; S.M

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

Listen to Let Me Love You by Mario

       *a month later* •Bel•

I've tried everything.

But every time I wanted to talk to him, he'll be busy. I've been looking back at my life recently, and just imagining what if I did something different? Brent has been very supportive. Also I'm friends with everyone except Shawn. Everyone gave me space but I've been feeling like I'm the one that always get the attention. 

Maybe that's because you do?

I got up from bed. I walked to the bathroom, braiding my hair into a bun. I start to wash my face, then try it with a towel. I changed into jeans, a burgundy crop top, and a jean jacket. I put on my white all star Adidas. I decided to go to the mall since I didn't have winter clothes and we're going to New York next. I got my bag, taking a last look in the mirror. I got the hotel key. I went out the door and into the elevator.

I walked into Victoria's Secret. I looked at the sweaters and leggings. I got sweaters and leggings. I paid and got the bags. I went out the store into Areopostel. I looked around and saw they had a big sale of jeans and shirts. I got mostly the whole fucking store. 

I walked around. I suddenly bumped into someone. "Ouch," the voice said. "I'm so sorry," I said trying the person up. "It's okay. Thank you though," he said, smiling. He had brown hair, and brown eyes. He took out his hand. "Sam. Sam Smith," he said as I shook his hand. "Isabella Smith also," I said chuckling. He did too.

"Well, Isabella, how about we go and get lunch.... And I'm guessing your single, since a beautiful lady like you is alone," he said winking. I chuckled. I nodded, walking out the wall with Sam. "I'll drive. I have a rented car so yeah," I asked, making him nod. We got in the car and I started to drive. "So where do you want to eat," I asked. "Um, whatever floats your boat," he said. "Uh, how about Chinese restaurant," I asked. "Sure!"

I got to know Sam better. He told me he's 16 and he's planning to go to college. He likes football and lacrosse. We exchanged numbers. I drove back to the hotel. I parked the car and got out. I walked inside and into the elevator, checking my phone. I had so many missed calls from everyone. 

Oh shit. I ran out the elevator and into Cams room. "I'm so sorry I didn't answer your cal-" I stopped myself when I saw no one was in here. I ran back to my room and unlocked the door. I set my bags down and saw everyone was here. "Oh my god, guys I'm sorry I didn't tell y'all I was going to the mall and not answering your calls," I said.

"It's okay, you're here now," they all said expect Shawn. He wasn't even here. Eh. I smiled. "What did you get," Matt said smirking, seeing I had a Victoria's Secret bag. I laughed. "Calm your balls. I only had got sweaters and leggings," I said. All that boys said, "Awe." I laughed

"Well I got to get going now," Mahogany said, Aaron following. Leaving the Jacks, Cam, Matt, Brent, and Taylor. 

"I'm bored," they said. 

"Ummm, what y'all wanna do," I asked. 

"Let's go to the beach. It's hot today," Taylor said. "I'm in," I said. They all agreed. "Ok. So I'll meet y'all there," I said getting my bikini from my suit case. I forgot I'm rooming with Matt for the rest of the tour. I undress and put it on. The underwear was a flower print and the top is white and strapless.

I walked out and left my hair down. "You look beautiful," Matt said. "Thank you," I said still not looking at him. "Hey um-"I stopped and started. Matt had taken his shirt off. God he has a amazing body. He had abs. He caught me staring and came over. He wrapped his arms around me. "You know. I can treat you like a princess?" 

"I'm sorry Matthew, I really wish I could feel the same, but I'm still not over Shawn." 

"I understand, no pressure, ready?" 

I nod, feeling badly as I saw the look on Matt's face.