I'm Sorry; S.M

Chapter 27

Chapter 27
Listen to Can't Help Falling In Love by (cover) Twenty One Pilots
Shawn and Ian were goals and still are:)
Matthew

"Matthew!" "Coming," I groaned. I got up, jogging downstairs. My mom handed the phone to me, looking disappointed. "Hello? Matthew," a voice called.

"Who's this?"

"This is Catherine... Do you remember me," she asked.

"Oh yeah, I remember you," I said walking back to my room, shutting the door.

"Your that fucking bitch that wants to make lies about everything," I said, crossing my arms. Wow this is the only time I said that to a girl.

"Well, well. Finally got the mouth to say that," she said, laughing bitterly.

"Listen what the fuck do you want?"

"I want you!"

"Very funny."

"I want to have a bab-"

I hung up and threw the phone on bed. I wasn't going to deal with her bullshit. I need to pack my bags for Florida. I'm planning to surprise Bel when she goes to visit her family. My mom said if I could be back before I go on tour again so our family can take a vacation all together. It was a good idea so I agreed.

"Matthew, someone is here to see you," she called. Wow, okay. Is it talk-to-Matthew-all-day-long? I walked downstairs to see Cameron.

"Hey Matt," he breathe. "What's up, bro," I asked, seeing that he was a mess. I hugged him bringing him up to my room. "I can't deal with the pain anymore," he cried. "What pain," I asked so confused at this point.

"It's a long story," he sniffed. "I got time," I shrugged. "Well um during the tour, I was dating this girl named Catherine. She was so funny an-"

"Wait. Catherine what?"

"Catherine Miller."

Oh hell no. This can't be happening. "Why didn't you tell me earlier," I asked softly.

"She told me not to tell anyone," he sniffed.

"Okay. Listen Cam. I know this-this girl. She called me today and she was my ex. She said she wanted me and wanted to have a baby but I never liked her. Cam I'm sorry but she is a lair and a bitch," I said.

Cam nodded, "It's fine. No wander she didn't want to tell anyone. She always seems to be all over you anyways. She would always ask about you," he chuckled.

"Just know that you don't have to deal with her anymore," I said. He nods, hugging me. "Thank you Matt." "No problemo, amigo," I said. He laughed. "What are we gonna to right now," he asked. "Um how about the movies," I shrugged. "You know, I missed our supporters," Cameron said smirking. "No. We'll get in trouble," I said shaking my head while Cameron was nodding.

"Please just this one time we won't even be in the movies," Cameron whined. "Okay."

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Bel

later that week****

"Would you like anything to drink ma'am. You've been here for 40 minutes," the waitress said. 9:49pm. I sighed. "Water would be fine. Thank you," I smiled weakly. He's not gonna fucking come Bel.

It's been 40 minutes that I'm sitting here in a table at a cafe, waiting for Shawn. The lady brought me my water. I thanked her, drawing on the condensation around the glass. I knew he wouldn't come. I looked at my phone. No calls. No texts. Nothing.

My phone ranged. I picked up my phone really fast.

Instagram:Shawn Mendes posted a picture

I unlocked my phone and looked at the post. It was him and Camilla Cabello?

'Hung out with her today💕@camillacabello'

Oh.

I put my phone away and looked outside. I started to let tears fall but I had no emotions on my face. I was crying really hard. I took some money and slammed it on the table. I got up walking outside going into my car. It was 10:28 when I got to Shawn's house. How could he? It hasn't even been a week. A fucking week. And he's with another girl. How could I've been so stupid? He would always make excuses to go out. And yet I paid no mind to that. Im guessing our relationship didn't mean a life to him! I got out of my car and slammed my car door. I knocked on the door. I waited. No answer. I knocked hard.

Shawn opened the door. "We had know each other for 2 years and in those 2 years we loved each other and you just threw that shit away," Shawn looked taken back. "I'm tried Bel. You can yell at me a-." "I just want an answer. Did all those years mean shit to you," I burst out , feeling tears fall from my face. "I just can't anymore Bel." "What do you mean? Is this how we're gonna end?" "I've been dating someone," he said. I fucking knew it! My heart ached.

"Camilla?" "Yes," he said. "You've been cheating on me for these 2 months?" "How could you? Do you hate me? Did I not pleasure you enough? Why did you cheat on me," I yelped. "Because I didn't want to hurt you," he said. "Oh. You didn't want to hurt me, huh? Well look at what you are doing now. You just broke my heart, without a gun to your head!" I shook my head and ran to my car.

I got the guitar and put it in the box. I walked up the steps, opening the box for him to see. Shawn's eyes went wide open. "Happy 2 month anniversary, Shawn. Forget about even returning the guitar." Without another word I left his house.

I gave him so many fucking chances, yet he still needs up breaking me every single time.

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