We're Alright Though [Trigger Warning:self-harm And Drinking.] [Ashley Purdy]

Waste of a perfectly good, clean wrist.

I sat on the ground in the bathroom. Tears streaming down my face, adding to the pool of blood between my legs.

My parents banging on the door and screaming. Why did they care? They did this. They were the ones who told me that I was worthless, fat, ugly, a waste of space.

I closed my eyes hoping that the drugs would take over soon and that the cuts were deep enough. I opened my eyes and looked up at the empty bottle. I groan as I grabb the blue pill from the ground.

Before I could swallow It my parents burst through the door. My mom screamed. "You whore! Why the hell did you do this?!" My father yelled in my face. That was the last thing I head before being dragged into the darkness by my demons.

(End of flashback)
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I shot up. Ugh. Another nightmare. "You ok?" Harly, my roommate asks wiping her eyes and yawning. "Yeah." "Nightmare?" I look at her and shake my head. "More like memories." I sigh.

Its only 4am and there is no way im gonna be able to go back to sleep. I get up and head to the bathroom. I turn on the lights and almost scream.

I look awful. My eyes were red and swollen from crying. I was deathly pale. I shut the door and begin to strip my clothes off. I jump in the shower and yelp due to the waters temperature. "Fucking ice age or what" I spit at the shower head.

Wow. Im talking to a shower. Damn, i really do have problems. I laugh and get out. After drying my hair and changing I head back out. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I flop down on my bed. I look at the clock. 5:23am. "Damn" I say to myself.

I take out my phone and click on youtube. I head to one of the channels that makes me truly happy. "Hello internet." Dan. The most amazing person ever. He is so...happy. I love it. It makes me happy. I watching videos till 9am.

When I finally put my phone away I decide to wake up Harly. I head to her bed but before I can wake her up someone knocks on the door. I groan and hit Harly making her eyes flutter open. I walk to the door and open it. There is a tall, blonde figure standing there.

"What Ally?" I ask not so politely. She's been our nurse since we got here. She was pretty annoying too but I can deal. She steps in and looks at Harly. "Guess what!!" She chirps. Harly groans as she sits up. "What?" "You get to leave today!" Harly's eyes go wide and she stands up. "Hopd the fuck up." I say looking at Ally.

"You mean that they are letting her go?" "Well her mom is taking her." Ally says turning to the door. "You leave at 3." She says and shuts the door. I look at the clock. 10:45. "You should start packing." I spit and walk to the bathroom after grabbing clothes. I decide to shower...again.

I get out and change into black ripped jean, and motley crue muscle tee and, black and red converse. I turn on my ipod and start to play pierce the veil. I straighten my hair and do my makeup which is just a thick, winged out eyeliner and some mascara.

I never liked makeup but I still wear it. I stare at the mirror. My blue eyes almost as blue as my hair. I step out and see Harly's bags lined up by the door. I sigh. She isnt in the room so I decide to head to my favorite room. Mikey and Tyler's.

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Sorry for the short chapter but this us my first fanfic soooooo.....ya. hope you guys liked it! Idk what else to say so im just gonna say bye!