We're Alright Though [Trigger Warning:self-harm And Drinking.] [Ashley Purdy]

Im sorry

I woke up the next morning in a bed that wasnt mine. I panicked for a second then realized I was in Mikeys room. I smiled and looked behind me. He wasnt there. I rubbed my eyes and looked around. Groaning I get out of bed and pad over to the bathroom. I look in the mirror and frown.

There are lines of makeup running down my face. I was most likely crying from last night. My hair looks awful and there are bags under my eyes. I sigh and grab my phone and text Mikey.

Amethyst: hey where u at?

Mikey: group therapy. I'll be back soon love

I smile and shut the door. I strip off my clothes and jump into the shower. I've been perfectly fine for the past two years and then Ashley had to show up. Wheb I first discovered black veil brides Ashley was my favorite. Then all of them. I always wanted to meet them. They were my idols, my inspirations.

But then I actually meet them and Ashley kisses me and confuses the shit out of me and then they all get drunk and scare me. I cant deal with them. I dont know what to do. I turn the water off and step out. I wrap a towell around me and realize something. I dont have any clothes here. They are all in my room. Where ashley is. What if he is in the room. What if he touches me again.

I feel my heart speed up and my breathing gets faster. Theres a knock at the door. "Amethyst? You in there?" I feel hot tears running down my cheeks. "Yeah. I-i just needed to shower." "You alright?" I sniffle. "Yeah. I'll be out in a sec." "Ok."" He says walking away. Shit. I forgot about the clothes.

I re-wrap the towell around me and open the door. Stepping out I see michael on the bed. "Mikey.." I whisper. He looks up and inhales sharply. He scans my body up and down. I fiddle with my hair. "Could I borrow some clothes. Mine are in my room and I really dont feel like going back there."

He clears his throat and blushes. I laugh. "Yeah. Of course. " he gets up and walks to his dresser. I stand next to him. I decide to tease him. I loosen my towel to show some cleavage. (Im sorry about this. Its gonna be one of those stories) he glances at me and goes deep red.

I smile trying not to laugh. He hands me some black skinny jeans and a Sublime shirt. "Thanks love." I say kissing his cheek and walk to the bathroom. Its funny. I can tease him now. Well we actually never discussed what we were but I know we are together. I get changed and laugh.

I open the door and look at him. "Mikey love? Why do these jeans fit me super well?" He laughs. "Maybe its cause they are girls jeans?" I say walking up to him. "I-uhhh..." I laugh and he blushes. "Its ok. Now you can borrow my clothes." I say smiling. He laughs.

"We should do something." He says getting up. "Like what?" "Mall?" I smile. "Im up for that." I say kissing him. I go plug my the straightner in and do my makeup. I turn on some music and continue to do my hair. I sing along with Heartbreak Girl. I love this song. I always have. Michael leans against the door. "I remember when we wrote this song." I smile and look at him. "It was one of our first ones. I was so proud."

"You guys have come so far. I cant believe it. Pretty soon you will be on tour again." I say hugging him. "Thanks beautiful. So?" I look up at him. "Are you ready to go?" I laugh. "Yes." I grab my poke'mon bag and glasses and walk out the door holding Mikey's hand.

We walk down the hall and pass my door. "Hold on." I say stopping. I walk to my door. "Stay out here." "What are you doing?" He looks at me. I sigh and knock on the door. Nobody answers.

Take a deep breath and open the door. No one is in here. I let out a breath I didnt even know I was holding. I walk over to my night stand. I look in my mirror. They put plastic over every glass item in my room because I smashed a mirror and- I shake the memory out of my head and grab the necklace that Harly gave me. I wonder how shes doing.

I feel tears come to my eyes. I blink them away and walk out shutting the door. "You ok?" Mikey asks taking my hand. "Perfect." I say smiling. He beams. We walk to the front desk. "Hey we need bands to leave." The nurse looks up and furrows her brow. "Where ya going Amethyst?" She asks looking at mikey. "The mall." "Ok. Well do you want a gaurd or something to go with you guys?" She asks jokingly pointing to mikey. "Nah. We're fine." She wraps paper bands around our wrists and lets us go.

(skipping the ride to the mall) When we get to the mall we head to blue banana. On the way there we run into a few fans and mikey takes a few pictures. When we get to the store I wonder over to the tattoo design book. As im looking I hear a familiar voice. I turn to see jinxx, andy, jake, cc, and ashley.

Hes looking at me. He whispers something to jinxx and jinxx looks at me. I close the book and walk back over to Mikey "we should go to hot topic." I say pulling his sleeve. "I was hoping you didnt see them. " he says as we walk out the door of the shop. I look back and andy and cc are walking towards us.

I feel my breathing hitch. I pull mikey into the nearest shop. Which happens to be victorias secret I laugg and andy and cc blush and head back. "What was that? And why are we in here?" He asks looking away from the panties and bras surrounding him. I laugh.

"Nothing. I just wanted to come in here before we went to hot topic." I look over in the direction of hot topic. Really! I think as I see the guys walk into the store. Ugh. I hear distant screams as I see fans run to jinxx and andy who are standing outside of the store. I turn back to Mikey who is on instagram. "Shall we baby?" I say pulling him towards the panties. Im going ti do everything I can to avoid ashley. Whatever it takes.

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The picture at the top is what amethyst looks like after she dyed her hair. Anyways I hope you loved this chapter. I appreciate you guys actually reading my story. Love you guys!!!