We're Alright Though [Trigger Warning:self-harm And Drinking.] [Ashley Purdy]

That's why im here though...

Its been a week since Ashley kissed me. I dont know how to feel. We haven't talked. Which is pretty awkward seeing as we're roommates. I was laying on my bed listening to Mayday Parade. I wanted to cover one of their songs so I have been religiously listening to them.

I close my eyes and thats when I felt the bed dip down. I jumped a little and opened my eyes. "Fuck" I murmured. "Sorry." Mikey said looking sympathetic. I chuckled and sat up. "You're fine. Whats up?" "Ty told me that u wanted to talk to me." I burst into a fit of laughter. Mikey's face was priceless. "Wha-what are you laughing about?"

I stopped laughing and looked at him. "Because its been a week since I went to your guys' room. So that means he told you late or you just decided to come talk to me a week later." Oh. Well it's Tylers fault. He told me this morning." "Ok well-" the door opened and Ashley and the guys walked in talking loudly and laughing. I groaned.

I was not in the mood for being in a room with 6 loud-ass guys. Even if they are my idols. Mikey and I exchanged looks and got up. "Hey." Andy says grabbing my arm. "Hey." "Where you going?" He said getting close to my face. I could smell the vodka off his breath. They all were acting strange. Shit. They were hammered. It was only 5:30. "Nowhere." I had gotten pretty close with the guys. Its just the fact that they were drunk. I pulled out of Andy's grasp and walked to the door. Mikey in front of me. I felt someone smack my bum. I turned and Saw Ashley. "What the fuck!" I shouted at him. "Hey. Where the hell do you think you're going?" I shook my head and walked out the door.

How did they even get past the nurses? Maybe they whent through the back door. Doesn't matter. I just need to get away from them. Ashley smacked my bum again. "Im talking to you Amethyst." I felt tears sting my eyes. Mikey looked at me and stepped in front of me. "Just leave her alone man." "Get out of my way asshole." Ashley pushed him. "Ashley just stop. You dont own me. " he looked at me and smirked. "I'll own you later." He said and hit mikey.

Then both of them are on the floor hittng eachother. I screamed at them. Memories of my parents flooded my mind. Memories of when my father would beat me and touch me while my mother watched. Laughing and drinking more. A wave of fear hit me as the nurses came rushing into the room to break them up. I fell to my knees and everything around me slowed. The voices became drowned out.

My heart raced and my blood pumped through my veins at lightning speed. My breathing became heavy and fast. Last thing I saw was mikey with a bloody lip and ashley with bruises and blood covering his face. I did this. I hurt them. I felt the black grab me and pull me into its arms.

I've been in Mikey and Tylers room for the past 5 days. I havent left but I have to. Tyler leaves tonight and I dont want to be here when he does. I rolled off the bed and walked over to mikey. "What color should I dye my hair?" I asked. He looked up from his phone. "I dont know." "We should do yours too. The same color as mine." He laughed. "Ok." I jumped up and down. He shook his head and walked to the bathroom. Me follwing close behind.

He turned on the light and looked in the mirror. I saw a look of anger on his face. "Damn." He said touching his lip and wincing. "Mikey im sorry. If I hadnt gone off on ashley like that he wouldnt have hit you and-" I was cut off by Mikey pressing his lips against mine.

I was shocked but I quickly kissed him back. He smiled against my lips and pulled away. "So. What about pink?" He says pulling out pink dye from the cabinet. I laughed and kissed him. "Ill take that as a yes." He said and we began to dye our hair. I didnt think about Ashley at all. Which was great.

We had finished dying our hair and hour ago and I loved it. It was pastel as was Mikey's. I sat on his bed playing guitar. He was singing a song him and his bandmate, Ashton, wrote. It was called good girls. They had just gotten off of their tour. (Forgot to put in the part where it talks about 5sos. Oops
Just go with it.) They let him leave for tour as long as he came back when he got home.

He's never told me why he was here. Just like i've never told him. I looked at the time. Tyler should be back soon. I sighed and put the guitar down. "I'll be back later. Gotta go talk to some nurses." "Ok." I got up and kissed his cheek. "Tell Ty I love him and to stay in touch." "I will" I walk out the door and lean against it. I walk to Emma's room.

I didnt even knock, which was a mistake. I opened the door to see Andy and Emma making out on the bed. "Fuck!" I yell and close my eyes. They both look up and Andy scrambles off of her. "Rocky?!?!? What the hell! Have you ever heard of knocking?!" "Yes! I never do though! Mainly because you never have some guy, especially Andy, sucking your face off!!" She looks at me and we both look at andy.

We all then burst out laughing. "Hey." Andy says between laughs. "Im sorry about everything. The other night." "Its whatever. You didnt do anything. Ashley is just a dick." "Yeah. He can be." He says laughing. We talk for hours before I leave. Before I shut the door I look back at them. "Oh and Andy?" He looks up. "Use protection. I dont want to be an aunt yet." I say winking and shut the door as emma throws a water bottle at it.

I laugh and walk down the hall bumping into someone. "Sorry" I say as I look up. "Amethyst." I gasp and run. "Amethyst!" He yells. I dont loom back until I get to Mikeys room. I cant talk to him. Mikey opens the door and lets me inside. He cuddles and plays with my hair until I fall asleep. I wake up multiple times due to nightmares containing only one person. Ashley Purdy.

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Omg guys some of this chapter sucks im sorry. It was super dramatic and idk what to do now that I put Amethyst and Michael together. Shit. Anyways I was dying when I wrote the part with Emma and Andy! Your welcome Harrison. Lol hope you guys loved it. Im gonna update a lot these next two weeks cuz of thanksgiving break. Love you guys!♡♡♡♡♡♡