We're Alright Though [Trigger Warning:self-harm And Drinking.] [Ashley Purdy]

Terminal?!?

"Amethyst! Come switch with me before I end up getting sick!" Payton's voice echos off the bathroom walls. I look at Andy and shake my head. "You did this." I say and pad over to the bathroom. "Fuck off." He says laughing.

I smile and open the door. My smile is replaced with frown and a gag. I kneel next to Emma who is bent over the toilet desperately, Payton holding her hair. "Thank you!" Payton says as I tie Emma's hair back.

"Yeah yeah." I say and wave her away until I hear the door shut. Turning back to Emma I place my hand on her back as she clutches her stomach. "It's like the kid hates me." I laugh. "Trust me Em, nobody could hate you." I say, sarcasm coating every word.

She laughs and shakes her head. We sit in silence for a few minutes. Well, if the sounds of somebody emptying their insides into a toilet counts as silence. I slump down against the wall and look at Emma.

"Are you scared?" I whisper, my eyes wondering but landing back on her. She sighs and leans away from the toilet. "Truth?" She asks. I nod. "I'm fucking terrified." She says, tears brimming her eyes.

My heart breaks a little. Seeing my best friend like this kills me. "I know. Have you and Andy talked about this at all?" She shakes her head. "A little." She says, her voice barely coming out as a whisper.

As if on cue Andy opens the door. "Hey. Ash is here." He says gesturing behind him. I look at Emma then back at Andy. He nods and kneels down next to me. "Thank you." I say and get up. Before I shut the door I look back at Emma and she nods.

I smile and shut the door. Ashely looks up as I grab the monster off of the counter. "Hey beautiful." He says getting up and hugging me. I hug him back. "Hey." I say confused. He pulls away and looks at me.

"What happened. What did she say?" He grabs my wrist and pulls me into the hallway. The second he shuts the door he puts his head in his hands and sighs. "They are separating us." I stare at him. "We..we knew they would do that."

He shakes his head. "No I mean I'm going to another ward." My heart stops. "What! Why?" "I don't know but I have to be out by tomorrow." I grip his arm and shake my head. "Where did she go?" I ask looking around, anger building inside me. "Who?" "That Kinzie bitch?"

I say crossing my arms and staring at him. "Ame, baby. She didn't do anything. She just told me about what they are doing." I sigh. "Yeah well I sti-" I see a figure out of the corner of my eye and look back at Ashley.

"Hold this." I say thrusting the monster into his hand. I turn on my heels and storm towards Kinzie. "Ame!" Ashley yells behind me be tries to follow me but I see an arm hold him back. I sigh and look back at Kinzie.

I follow her until we get to an empty hallway. She stops and spins around to face me. "Why are you following me?" She says sassily. "Why are you sending Ashley to another ward?" I ask, clearly pissed.

"I don't know! Look I said they shouldn't but they don't listen to me!" She says crossing her arms. "But you know the rules. You know what happens, you did it to yourself." She spits. I bite my lip so I don't yell at her. "Bitch." I say under my breath and begin to walk away.

"What?" She asks walking towards me. I stand up straight. "Bitch" she grimaces and pushes me back into a wall. Nurses walking by stop to look. I shoved her back and stepped away. "Fuck off." I turn around and walk away.

I hear footsteps behind me then feel and cold hand on my arm. She spins me around and punches me. I fall to the ground, my head hitting it before the rest of my body does. The world spins around me.

"Goddamn." I say struggling to get up. I see Ashley running over towards me and nurses running to Kinzie. "Hey, stay down. You're recovering from a concussion and getting up after what just happened will make it worse."

I look in the direction of the voice. I see bright blue eyes piercing mine. Ally. I see Ashley get up and walk towards Kinzie. "What the hell?" "Bite me fanboy!" She spits at him. Wow, I actually did like this girl.

I'm fucked up oh my god. "Have fun in C!!" She yells at him. I stop. No. He isn't sick..he can't go to C. He flips her off as they take her outside. "Hey, just calm down." I wave him off and try to get up. "You shouldn't get up." I glare at Ally. "I'm going to do whatever the fuck I want." She shakes her head.

"Still as stubborn as ever." She says helping me up. "Just let me do something ok." I say pulling my arms out of their grip. "Ame." Ashley stands up with me. I put up a hand to stop him. I begin to walk away but I feel a hand on my arm. "Hey." Ashley spins me around.

"Ash, please just give me one second i-" he shakes his head. "No." I look at him. "What the hell happened?" "Nothing." I say pulling away. Hi tightens his grip. "Bullshit." I turn back to him, glaring. "I asked her to move me instead of you, ok?" I spit at him.

"Then she said something and I called her a bitch and she shoved me so I shoved her back then I got punched." I say quickly. He shakes his head. "What did she say." "Just that she didn't want to split us up cause she's a fan and she told them not to." I say. He lets go of my arm.

Damn, that's definitely gonna bruise. "Why the fuck did you call her a bitch then?!" He yells. I wince from how loud he is. "Because she said it was my fault and I did it to myself." He chuckles and steps back. "You're overreacting." I turn away. "You don't know what that ward is like,Ash." I whisper.

"I can handle myself!" He says clearly annoyed. "That isn't the problem!" I yell. Passing nurses and patients stare. "Amethyst, I think you two should take this to the room. I don't want other pati-" "Fuck off Ally!" I scream. Ashley stares at me.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" He asks grabbing me again. I twist my hand out of his grip. "Why do you care?!" I yell stepping back. "Are you on your period or something?" His whispers. I stop and turn back to him. "No, I'm not you douche." I hiss walking up to him.

He visibly gulps. "But if you ever ask me that again, no matter what is happening. I will make sure you are the one who is bleeding." I spit at him. Venom dripping from my mouth. I grab my monster from his hand and turn quickly on my heel.

"Ame I didn't mean it! I promise!" He yells after me. I throw my hand back and flip him off. Turning the corner I head to the one room I know I'll be safe at. Stopping in front of the door I take a deep breath in and throw it open.

The first thing I see is a shirtless Cc on top of Calum (who is only wearing boxers). I yelp. "Ahh! My virgin eyes!!!!!!" I yell. Cc jumps off of Calum and they scramble to their feet. "Hey Amethyst!" I hear Michael and Ashton behind me.

They stop as soon as they are Cc and calum, who now are trying to get their clothes on. "Holy shit..." Ashton says. Silence fills the space between us all. "I ship it!!" I screech. Everybody laughs and we all walk into the room. "Umm we were jus-"

"Amethyst! What happened to your face?!?" Mikey asks running up to me. He stops in front of me. "Did Ashley hit you?" I shake my head. "No. I got in a fight with a nurse cause they are splitting Ashley and I up and they are sending him to another ward." I say, Mikey sitting me on the bed and wetting a cloth.

He touches my lip with it. I wince. "What ward?" He asks cautiously. The guys all sit around us. I breathe in sharply. "C." He stops and his eyes get wide. "What?!" I nod. The guys frown in confusion. "What's wrong with c?" Ashton asks. I look at Mikey.

"That's where they put the people who have-" he stops and Pat's my leg. I feel a tear on my cheek. "It's where they put the people with terminal illnesses." The room goes silent. "Is that shy he's here?" Calum asks quietly. Cc shakes his head.

"He's a substance abuser too. Nobody knew about this." "Wait, are they moving him because you two are together or because off..that?" I look at Ashton. "I- I don't know." I feel more tears. "Hey. Hey."

Mikey turns my face towards his. "It's going to be okay. I promise." I begin sobbing. He hugs me. "Calm down. You're safe. It's okay, Ame. It's okay." He whispers, stroking my hair. I pull away and look at him.

I hold out my pinky and he smiles but wraps his pinky around mine. "I promise." He whispers. I smile slightly. He's never broken a promise and I know he won't.

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