We're Alright Though [Trigger Warning:self-harm And Drinking.] [Ashley Purdy]

Boy scouting

"He's pretty hot."

"Yeah but he has a girlfriend."

"Goddamn. Does every boy here have a girlfriend?"

"Pretty much yeah."

Cc laughs as we walk back to my room. He asked me out to lunch but it turned into checking out boys and giving each other dating advice. "Thanks c." I say opening the door to my room. "No problem." I smile and step inside. "I gotta get to the studio. It's my day for recording."

I nod. They're making their 4th album right now and they've been pretty busy (Yes I know that they are working on their 5th album irl but just go with it). "Ok. See ya later." Is say hugging him and shutting the door. I sigh and jump on my bed and grab my laptop. I click on YouTube and go to Tyler's channel.

Clicking his newest video. I smile when I see his face. "Why hello everybody, my name is Tyler Oakley and im gonna open some shit y'all sent to my po box!" I laugh as I do the intro with him. I'm 2 mins into the vid when I hear a knock at the door. I groan and pause the video.

I pad over to the door and open it. "What do you wa-" I feel my chest tighten and my breathing hitch. "Amethyst." He says. Tears begin to well in my eyes and I shake my head. "What the fuck are you doing here?" I growl. His face hardens. "I'm here to see you." I laugh. "Well I don't want to see you. " he grunts and I push the door closed. He pushes back, keeping the door open. "Come on, lets talk!"

He says. "Are we really gonna talk or are you and Jenna just gonna tie me down again and rape me?" I say. Venom piercing each word. He balls his fists. "You deserved that." He yells. I grimace, feeling my face grow hot due to hatred. "Why the fuck did I deserve it?! You were always drunk and yelling at me. I was protecting myself!"

I see a nurse walk towards us. "Excuse me sir, I'm going to have to ask you to leave if you don't have a pass." She says crossing her arms. "Fuck off." He yells, drawing more attention. "You were a little slut-" "I was 10!!" I yell at him. The nurse grabs his arm to pull him back but he pushes her away.

"Sir! I need to ask you to leave." She says firmly. He doesn't blink. "You raped me and beat till I was 12." "You felt pretty damn good too." He smirks grabbing my arm. I pull away but his grip tightens. I wince at the pain. "How the hell did you even find me." "That little family you went to.

They didn't know it was me so they gladly told me." I feel my heart speed up. " what the fuck do want?!?" I yell at him. "You know what I want." He says pulling me out of my room and pushing me against a wall. I scream out in pain as my head hits the wall. I see 2 men run towards us.

The nurses grab him and pull him off me but he fights back. I sink to the floor and crawl away. My head is pounding. He finally gets out of their grip and lunges towards me. Before I can move he's on top of me. He wraps his hands around my neck and slam my head down on the ground. I choke out a scream as I struggle for breathe. My hands fly up to my neck trying to get his hands off. The 2 men attempt to pull him off again but he fights again. I see 6 men in uniforms rush over. My vision begins to blur.

"You whore!" He yells taking one hand off my neck and drawing it back. I feel his knuckles connect with the right side of my face. He hits me 5 more times before the policemen get him off me. As soon as he's off me I gasp for air. I try to fill my lungs up with as much air as I can, my chest burning and my face stinging.

I bring my hand up to touch my mouth. When I pull it away its covered in blood. "You shouldnt be alive!!" He screams as they cuff him. "You worthless little cunt!!! You whore!!"

They drag him towards the doors. 3 nurses come up to me to help me up and take me go the paramedics near the front desk. My vision blurs and I get a sudden burst of dizziness. I stumble but before I can fall I feel strong arms catch me.

I look up to see Ashley, horrer in his eyes. He takes my to a chair In the corner and the paramedics follow. They clean up my face and bandage it. "She gonna be ok?" Ashley asks. "Well she does have a pretty bad concussion and a fractured wrist but other than that yes." I look at Ash.

"I thought you had to be at the studio all day. " I whisper. My jaw throbbing. He shakes his head. "We ended early." "Amethyst!" I look up to see Payton crying, Emma hugging Andy, and the rest of the guys standing their mortified.

I close my eyes. "I'm sorry." I whisper, barely audible. Ashley looks at me as I open my eyes. "Don't you dare apologize. You didn't do shit wrong." I feel a tear escape my eye and roll down my cheek. Soon enough others follow. He hugs me gently and kisses my forehead.

"It's gonna be ok. I promise." I cry into his shoulder. My head and wrist burning. Maybe he was right, I think to myself. You were a bitch and you don't deserve to live. You can't do any thing right. I sob even more. "Amethyst. Who was that?" Ash asks, worried.

"My dad."