We're Alright Though [Trigger Warning:self-harm And Drinking.] [Ashley Purdy]

We'll change the world with these guitars

I woke up with Ashley's arm around my waist. My heart fluttered. Holy shit. 4 years ago my friend showed me a song called 'knives and pens' which would end up being the beginning of my slight obsession with them. And now I'm laying in bed with Ashley fucking Purdy....oh my god.

I laughed quietly. I started wiggle out of bed, wanting to shower. I was almost out of Ashley's reach when I felt his grip tighten around my waist. "Remember the promise?" He whispers into my ear, sending chills down my spine. "Ye-yes." I say weakly. The events from last night flooded my mind. "Ok good."

He says loosening his grip enough for me to slide out of bed. I sit up and look back at him. He's already back to sleep. I smile and lean down to kiss him on the cheek. "Thank you." I whisper getting up and walking to the bathroom. I strip off my clothes and step into the shower, letting the burning hot water run over my body.

'You know he won't stay right? He has tour and shows. Which all a bunch of super hot girls and you? Well you are just..average..if even.' I shut my eyes trying to get rid of the voices. I've always understood that Ashley was a pretty active guy and its not like I'm expecting him to stay. I mean he does have tour and what not but what if he gets better? Well he actually never said why he was here.

I look down to see the water turning pink. "Shit!" I whisper-yell shutting off the water. I get out and wrap a black towel around my body. I wrap my hair in a towel and remove my makeup. After around 30 minutes I get dressed in my batman onesie and put my hair up in a top knot.

I open the door to Ashley playing his new bass...shirtless. My breath hitched as I watched the way he moved his fingers along the neck of the bass. "Heart of Fire." I say smiling. He looks up at me. "What?" I walk over to him and sit in the chair next to him. "You were playing Heart of Fire." He laughed. "You recognized it? Just from the bass part?"

"Yup. Remember, I'm kind of obsessed with you guys." I say laughing. Ashley lifts the bass out of his lap and sets it next to him, stretching. I catch myself looking at his outlaw tattoo. "How bad did that hurt?" I say gesturing to his tattoo. "Hurt like a bitch." He says smiling. I laugh and without thinking I reach and touch the O.

Tracing over it with the tip of my finger. He clears his throat. "Well now I know you like it." He says winking at me. I remove my finger from his tan torso and blush. "Hey." He says getting up. "We have a show today. You should come. That Emma chick is." I laugh. "Really!!" I say jumping up. "Yeah. Backstage and signing with us." "No way! Holy fuck! Thank you!"

I say, jumping into his arms. He laughs and hugs me back. My cheek resting on his warm chest. "When is the show?" I ask letting go of him. "We have to leave around 4 cause the signing is at 4:45 and then the show is at 6. The guys will be here soon though." I look over at the clock. 2:37. "Fuck!" I say running to the bathroom to get ready.

"Hey! What're you doing!" I turn to him. "I need to get ready. He walks up to me. "Yeah well I need a shower." I smile and stick my tongue out. "To bad Purdy." I say. "Well there is one way we could do this." He says biting his lip and winking. I immediately realized what he meant.
There isn't a curtain on the shower...I smiled and stood on my tip toes. "In your dreams loverboy." I whisper shutting the door.

I hear him grunt. "Cock-blocker!" He yells after my. I laugh and plug in my straightener and turn on Twenty one Pilots. I put on a thick line of eyeliner and some mascara. I strip and then realize that I have no idea what to wear. I look down at myself. I'm wearing black panties with the batman sign and a black bra.

I sigh and reach for the door knob. I open the door a little. "Ash?" I say stepping Out a bit more than I wanted to. He looks up from his phone and clears his throat. "Yeah?" He says smirking. "What should I wear?" He bites his lip and walks towards my dresser. I step out some more and cross my arms over my chest in an attempt to cover my breasts. He looks at me and laughs then opens my dresser.