We're Alright Though [Trigger Warning:self-harm And Drinking.] [Ashley Purdy]

I am bulletproof

Ashley's P.O.V

My leg bounces up and down quickly as I wait for her to answer. "What do I say?" I ask. Jake glares at me. "I don't know. You did this so you fix this." He says crossing his arms. I shake my head. "Fuck off Pitts." I say and he turns back to the laptop.

My hands shake wildly. "What if she doesn't answer?" I ask worriedly. "Don't expect her to Ashley. You fucked her nurse. Even we are pissed." Andy says gesturing to everyone. "I know I'm just scared fo-" "hello?" Her voices echos through the room and I freeze.

Everybody looks up and stares at me. "Amethyst?!" I say surprised. Silence. I hear deep breaths on the other side of the line. "Hi..." She says quietly. "Where are you?" "Nowhere." She spits. I flinch at her harsh tone. "Amethyst please we are all worried. I'm worried."

"Please Ashley. You expect me to believe that? You fucked my nurse and then downed a whole bottle of whiskey." I hear the guys gasp. I hadn't told them I relapsed. "Amethyst I'm sorry. I fucked up an-"

"Ashley I might have understood if you were high or drunk but you were fucking sober when you did it." I sigh. "Please.." I whisper. "Ashley just stop!" She yells into the phone. I feel tears well in my eyes. "I'm not fucking coming back to that shit hole and I'm definitely not coming back to you!"

Her voice breaks at the end and I hear faint sobbing and an unmistakable voice asking her if she is okay. That's when I break. "I love you. I'm so fucking sorry."

She sobs more. My heart breaks but what she says next I thought I would never hear again. "I love you Ashley. But I'm sorry." She says quietly and hangs up. I gasp as does everyone else. I feel tears running down my face.

I quickly wipe them away and stand up. "Where are you going?" Jinxx asks staring at me. "I'm taking a walk." I say and I walk out the door slamming it shut. I walk to the front desk and get a band. The second I get out the door I run. I'm getting her back. And I won't stop until I do.

Amethyst's P.O.V

The second I hang the phone up I collapse into Alan's arms. He holds me tightly. "Shhhh, its okay. Hey, look at me." He pulls away and tilts my head up. I stare at him through a blanket of tears. "Look. I may have just met you. But I can tell that you're strong okay? Whatever is happening just know its going to be okay."

He says. I force a small smile and hug him. "Thank you." I whisper. He smiles and let's me go. Before he leaves he turns back to me and smiles. "For what it's worth, you deserve better." And with that he shuts the door. I feel more tears.

I love him to much..i can't have anyone else. I need him. I head over to my bag and grab the pack of razors and stare at them. I take one out and fiddle with it before throwing it across the room and storming out my door.

I run down the stairs and walk over to Ronnie. "When is the show?" I ask. He gives me a confused look but answers. "Our set is 3:45 but we need to be there by 3." (There are already a little into the tour btw. I know somewhat confusing. And we are saying Ronnie lives in LA cause idk if he does or nah.)

I nod and look at my phone. 2:47. "Why?" He asks setting his drink down. "Just wondering." I say and Sprint back upstairs. I run into the room and grab my stuff and head back downstairs.

I skip over to the bar and hop on a bar stool in front of all the guys. "Are we staying for the rest of the shows after ours?" Jackie asks staring at Ronnie. Ronnie looks up at me. "Is that okay?" He asks. I nod smiling. "Ok." He says walking away.

I open my mouth to say something to Austin but before I can my phone starts to ring. I sigh and pick it up, gasping at the caller ID. I press the green button and hold it up to my ear. "Hello?" I ask anxiously. "Amethyst!"

I hear my sister yell into the phone. I smile. "Hey love, what's up?" I ask spinning on the stool. "Umm..I have to tell you something..." I feel my heart stop. "Wh-what's wrong?" I hear her take a deep breath in. "I'm pregnant." I feel the air leave my lungs.

"Callie...oh..oh my god!! Holy shit!!" I almost fall off the stool. I hear Callie laugh and I smile. "Wait...it's Alaric's right?" I ask quietly. She chuckles. "Yes, bug. It is." I squeal and jump up and down. I see Austin laughing and I stop and smile at him.

His face goes red and he looks away. I laugh. "I'm so happy for you Cal." I say quietly. "I have to go though. I'll call you later?" I say. "Yeah. I love you, bug." I smile. "I love you too, Cal." With that I hang up the phone. "Holy fuck shit." I say laughing. Austin smiles. "Bus is here bitches!!"

I hear Jackie scream from the top of the stairs. I laugh and grab my bag. We all walk out the door to the bus and head to the venue. As we are walking to the stage I see people running towards me. I feel fear fill my heart.

I grab onto Austin's arm and the guys move around me. I hear fans yelling my name. "Amethyst! What happened with you and Ashley!?" I hear one fan yell. Tears threaten to spill. My grip tightens around Austin's arm.

When we get backstage I finally let the tears spill down my cheek and I collapse into Austin's arms. It's your fault. My mind screams. You did this. Why were you so naieve? You fucking whore. I shake my head. "Stop." I whisper.

Austin pulls away and looks at me. "Please stop. Please...please.." "Amethyst, whats wrong?" Alan asks grabbing my arm. "Help me..please help me." I whisper as I sob. I fall to the ground and begin to feel dizzy. "Help me.." I whisper again.

Alan holds me as I shake. "Help me.." I whisper before the black takes everything..including me.

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Sorry for the shitty chapter guys.