Stupid Deal (COMPLETED&EDITING)

Stupid Deal 30✨: Shocked

Shit. Im having a boner for damn's sake! B-bakit ba kasi ang lakas ng appeal ni Celine? She's damn sexy even if she's wearing lose shirt and fuck, she's just wearing boxers her damn legs so perfect. Dapat akong matulog dito sa sofa. Baka kung ano pang magawa ko pay katabi ko siya.

Dali dali akong humiga. Napaisip ako, a while ago, binubuhat ko siya, I know nangangalay ang kamay ko but Im enjoying, I will never be tired basta siya. I will do all my best just to make her mine, at hindi lang yon, palalambotin ko ang puso niya just like the old days, I know may galit at sakit sa puso niya until now, I blame my self because of that heck.

I hate my self. Hindi ko din alam kung may ibang mahal na siya, may relation na ba siya? Fuck. Yesterday she's calling 'baby' in her phone. And it hurts like a fucking shit. Pero babawiin ko siya. Akin lang siya. She's mine, only fucking mine.

She's planning to back out on our Marriage. I will not let that Happen. Fucking no! But.. I don't know if she still love me or not. Ang cold cold niya kasi sakin, and it's my fault.

Mahal na mahal ko siya that I can do everything for her.

Ang sarap lang sa pakiramdam dahil kasama ko siya ngayon, as in dalawa lang kami ngayong mag kasama. I really really miss her. Yet, she's so close but far away from her heart.

How can I soft your heart? Gusto ko na siyang bumalik sa dati, actually nag bago na talaga siya. But she's still clumsy. I know someday mag kakaayos din kami. That's why Im finding a way to make up to her.

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Umaga.

"Hoy! Gising I want to go home!" Ginising ako ni Celine, I can't do anything bumangon na ako kahit gustong gusto ko pang matulog. Mahal ko siya eh.

Nag lalakad kami ngayon sa seaside papunta sa kotse ko. She's silent. I know she really want to go home badly. I can't help it. Walang ibang maririnig kung hindi ang alon lang ng dagat.

This is the right time. I will tell it to her. Nag ipon muna ako ng lakas ng loob.

"Celine." I said.

"What?" Masungit na tanong niya.

"I... I wa-want t-to—"

"Tss, just tell it you're making it hard." Naiinis na sabi niya. 

"I just want to tell you that I still love you." I said straight. F-fuck! Kinabahan ako don, damn.

She's not shocked, she's not happy or what. I don't know, she's not saying anything. W-what is she thinking? I don't know!

"Is that all?" Tipid niyang tanong. She—she's not affected. Her voice.. it's cold.

I can't let this happen. Hinawakan ko siya sa magkabilang balikat niya. "Celine.. tell me that you love me, please. All I said, it was true. Mahal kita. Mahal na mahal and I will do everything just to get you—"

She laughed. A fake one. "Mahal? That word coming from you? You didn't love me! You played with my feelings! Nag maka awa ako noon sayo but what did you do?! Sana... sana masaya tayo! But you ruined it! Then you expect that I still love you?! No! Kasi napalitan lahat ng sakit at galit iyon! Hindi kita mahal Jake, hindi na kita mahat at hinding-hindi na kita mamahalin!" She burst out.

She... she doesn't love me anymore. W-why? Idiot. It's because you hurt her. Ang sakit sa puso, it so fucking hurt! I think this is my karma. She doesn't love me anymore. What I expect? May ibang mahal na siya eh, Im so damn jerk.

Hindi ko iyon sinagutan. "Let's go. Ihahatid kita sa inyo." I grabbed her hand.

Naka sakay kami habang nag biabiahe, wala sa amin ang nagsasalita. Hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko. Hanggang sa maiwui ko na siya.

Sinalubong kami ni tita Lix ng isang malapad na ngiti. I smiled back.

"Thanks." Sabi ni Celine at nag madaling pumasok sa loob.

"Jake iho, nasabihan ko na yung Mommy at Daddy mo pero ipaalala mo ha? Na pupunta kayo mamayang gabi dito sa bahay and were going to discuss about your Marriage with Marie." Tita said.

"Yes Tita. I will, thankyou."

Nag diretso ako sa bar. Nandon sina Blade. I need someone to drink with.

"Oh dude! How's life?" Tanong ni Jaden.

"I don't know If I should be happy because nakita ko na si Celine or feel sad because she doesn't love me anymore."

"Whoaaaaaaaa!" Sabay-sabay nilang sabi.

"Wait? Where's Lars?" I asked.

"Alam mo naman 'yon, good boy na siya may anak na sila ni Cindy. As in Family." Oh, I forgot. Nag kaayos na pala sila ni Cindy two years ago tas ngayon may anak ma sila.

Ano kayang pakiramdam ng may anak? I wish.. mag karoon na ako, but of course with Celine.

Kinuwento ko lahat ng nangyari sa Villa. Wala akong ibang malalapitan kung hindi ang mga mokong kong kaibigan.

I checked the time. It's almost 7 pm. Pumunta na ako ng bahay, ready na ang lahat. Ako na lang, nag palit na ako as well as Ate Janella.

Makikita ko nanaman si Celine, my love.

Si Daddy na ang nag drive ng Van. Pumasok na kami and I saw Celine, she's running.. with a kid?

"Come on Baby! Im going to get yooooouuuuu!" Sigaw ni Celine tas hinabol yung bata na lalake I think.

Baby? Damn, yung katawag niya sa Cellphone niya last day!

"Mommy! Waaaaaaaah!" Sigaw nung bata.

M-mommy?

Hanggang sa mahabol si Celine yung bata, ginulo niya ang buhok nito. She looks so happy. "Stop na Baby, Mommy loves you." She said and kissed his forehead.

"I love you too Mommy!" Sagot ng bata.

F-fuck. IM SHOCKED.

Does it mean?

May anak na siya.