I Think I Love You{on going}

Chapter 6: Retarded

There is nothing left to her pride. She's helpless, vulnerable and fragile but when he said those words, she's stunned with this man once again.

Naroon siya, nakaulo na ngayon at nagbabasa habang nakatayo si Yannah at umiiyak sa gilid niya.

A/N: see the picture on the right side.

"Tch. Ano iiyak ka na naman? You're so damn pathetic! Pwede bang tumahan ka na??! Your tears are giving me chills. Hindi mo na kailangan pang umiyak sa harapan ko. As you can see, I already sign the papers. Hindi kita niloloko at sa maniwala ka man oh hindi wala akong hinihinging kapalit! So you don't have to look like a pathetic bitch." awts. . . sakit nun huh. pathetic? he said with the purest of sincerity. Kitang kita yun sa mga mata niya, na concern at may pakialam siya. Ano purest sincerity? Lols! Manhid nya kaya!

She looks at him straight in his eyes with tears falling from her own. She wipes it and suddenly run towards him.

"Ayan!" patapon niyang nilagay lahat ng documents sa piano. "Yes, we may have a debt from you but you don't have the right to treat me this way! You have no idea how much it hurts! Wala kang alam! Hindi kami pulubi para limusan mo! Hindi ko matatanggap yan!" matapang niyang sinabi sa mukha ni Xander.

The atmosphere is filled with silence; he was struck by her words kaya nanahimik siya. Oh God ganun ba kasakit yung mga sinabi ko? Bakit siya umiiyak ng ganito? Anong problema niya? siya na nga itong tinutulungan ko eh! Bakit ba kasi ayaw niyang tanggapin?Mas gusto niya ba yung ginawa ng lalaki sa kanya kanina sa bar? WTF! I am not used to being stuck in this situation! Uhhhhhggggg.  Bakit ba ang hirap espelenging ng mga babae?

"Just tell me what you want. I have given you all the luxury that you can have pero mukhang wala kang interes na tanggapin. Spill it. Do you want me to touch you?" he gets up from sitting beside the piano and come closer towards her, making her fumble. Kinakabahan siya kasi palapit na ito sa kanya. Wala na, hindi na niya magawang magsalita.

"What now?" he said as he's getting closer to her. "Ayaw mo nang binibigay lang sa'yo di ba? Gusto mo may kapalit di ba?" he lean his face towards her. Kaya naman napapikit na ang dalaga't kasalukuyang nanginginig padin. He smirks when he saw her crumpled face. "Oh, bakit ka pumikit? You want me to kiss you?" he said sarcastically.

slaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap!

humiligang mukha niya sa lakas ng sampal.

"Araaay! Masakit yun huh!" sabi nito habang hinihimas ang pisngi. He hissed, then smiled with full of sarcasm.

Humakbang ito palayo saka tumalikod. oh hush! That was close, Xander! What the hell got into your mind?! Get hold of yourself for heaven's sake!

"Huh!" he sighed. "You're a student right?"

"So? Anong pakialam mo?!"

"Hahaaha!" natawa si Xander kaya naman kumunot ang noo ni Yannah. Ano naman kaya ang tinatawa-tawa ng uggok na 'toh? "hahahaha you're so funny, you know?" Xander exclaimed. "Akala mo kung sino kang makapagtapang diyan eh halata naman sa'yo na kabado ka. Ang taas ng pride mo para hindi tanggapin ang lahat ng ibinibigay ko pero ayan ka, nanginginig sa takot sa tuwing lalapitan kita. tss. You're such a brat. I've got your background checked, at sa nalaman ko, dean's lister ka daw. Matalino ka pala? Parang hindi naman." natatawang pang-aalaska pa ni Xander.

"You know what? Cut the cr----" naputol ang sinasabi niya nang sumabad agad si Xander.

"You don't have to do this." seryoso na siyang humarap sa dalaga. "You have a great future towards you, isa pa may talent ka. Huwag mong sayangin dahil lang dito. Lift yourself up. Don't stumble and fall dahil lang sa mga nangyayari sa'yo ngayon. Masyado pang malaki at malawak ang buhay at marami ka pang pagdadaanan. If you'll waver like this, sana nagpakamatay ka nalang para hindi mo na nararanasan ang ganitong uri ng buhay. This is way beyond being literally dead. At sigurado akong pagsisisihan mo 'to sa huli." he said with such urged in his face.