Totally Awkward (Matthew G. Gubler)

Chapter 1

Stephanie's POV:

I'm a teenager who is 16 years old and i had finished the college at the age of 11. 

Meanwhile i studied for my last PHD about Neuropsychiatry (and this is the fourth cause i had PHD's in Mathematics, Chemistry, and Engineering and i had 4 degrees in Sociology, Psychiatry,Psychology and Philosophy); i had take care to my mommy cause she has schizophrenia, she suffered with this illnesses then i was a child and this was one of the motives who my father left us when i was 10. 

I always hate him cause he lefts me when i was so little, and he gave to me the responsability to take care of someone bigger than me with this disease. 

She always talked with her friends Amelie and Orlando and they are her counsellors, i'm only her genius daughter who always take care of her. 

"Mommy i must go, i need to buy somethings from the afternoon tea to us and from the lunch of tomorrow like vegetables, meat, fruits, etc. Please stay here and don't open the door to strangers. I love so much mommy and i so proud to be your daughter". - Then i kissed her. 

"Thank's Steph and i'm so proud to be your mommy". - she kissed me too. 

When i arrived to the market to buy the things to us, came from the nothing my ex- boyfriend Ariel Donovan, he stilled stalk me and he didn't leave me alone, he doesn't understand i don't love him anymore. 

"Ariel, let me alone please. I must take care of my mother and i don't have time to you and your games anymore". 

"I want you, you still be part of my property and i love you so much". 

"You don't love me, you have a fixation with me, you need i be part of your world, but i can't love you anymore". 

When i told him that he loose his mind and he tried to hit me a slap, but another man more mature and gorgeous stopped him and then Ariel left me. 

"Are you o'right?" 

"Yeah thank's, he is my ex and he still think i'm his property in fact the statistics said an 89% of the men think the women are her property and we're her slaves, this is one of the statistics". 

"Mmmm statistics, but where are my modals i'm Matthew Gray Gubler, i'm an actor - director, model, painter i have 33 years old and i worked on CBS in a Tv series and his name is Criminal Minds". 

"Well Matthew nice to meet you, i'm Stephanie Raid, i have 16 years old, i'm a genius and a Dr. too cause i had 3 PHD'S on Mathematics, Chimestry and Engeneering and i still doing my 4 on Neurosychiatry and i had 4 degrees on Psychology, Psychiatry, Philosophy and Sociology".

Matthew's POV:

I finished recorded 3 chapters of the series Criminal Minds on season 9. 

And like the others days i walked in the park, i sat on the garden, i enjoy the beautiful day. 

I walked to the market to buy things to prepare my lunch for tomorrow when i saw a couple of teenagers fighting and discussing, then the teenager male tried to hit a slap to the teenager female, but he couldn't cause i didn't let him to hit this beautiful kiddo. She remembered someone but i couldn't recognize who, when she told me about statistics i knew it finally i knowing my alter - ego Spencer Reid, but in a female version and her name was Stephanie Raid, like my character had 4 PHD'S and she had one more degrees cause i had only three. 

I need to know well cause i have a crushed with Stephanie Raid. 

"Well Stephanie told me more about you, i need to know you well cause i'm fall in love with you". 

"Fall in love to me really?. No way cause i'm a weird girl, i'm totally awkward, i like study the Behavioral of the people, in fact the FBI tried to recruited me cause i'm a genius and i can talked with anyone about all my knowledge and they need someone like me but i can't now cause my mother is illness and my father left us when i was a child at the age of 10". 

"How illness affects to your mother?". 

"Schizophrenia, and in fact the statistics said again i have the big possibility to suffer this illness too, cause is a hereditary disease start  

late in adolescence and early adulthood are peak periods for the onset of schizophrenia, 

critical years in a young adult's social and vocational development. 

In 40% of men and 23% of women diagnosed with schizophrenia, the condition manifested itself before the age of 19. 

To minimize the developmental disruption associated with schizophrenia, much work has recently been done to identify and treat theprodromal (pre-onset) phase of the illness, which has been detected up to 30 months before the onset of symptoms. 

Those who go on to develop schizophrenia may experience transient or self-limiting psychotic symptoms and the non-specific symptoms of social withdrawal, irritability, dysphoria and clumsiness, during the prodromal phase and 46% of the cases when both parents suffered from this illnesses". 

Her face change and the sadness covered it. 

She turned totally awkward in her thoughts of a dark future in front of her.