Totally Awkward (Matthew G. Gubler)

I'm Bipolar And I Need To Start The Cognitive Behavioral Therapy

Stephanie's POV:

I'll start awake from the sedative syrange and the antidepressive pills. Finally i don't have schizophrenia, but i'm a bipolar depressive young teenager, who needs a lot the supportive love, care and comforting words to his lover, supportive man and future husband my Mat, who start to talk in front to me.

"My Stephy i love you so much. How do you feeling my babe?"- My supportive love ask to me.

"Better Mat, better thank's to worry always for me but is not necessary please". - I tell him.

"Not be necessary? Please Stephy you scare me a lot when Dr. Mckay talked to you and you stay petrified like a statue".

"Yeah Matthew, i know sorry for that but is something i can't control...ok?"

"You're mad? Don't be mad please Stephy".

"No Mat i'm not mad with you i'm feel confuse so confuse with all of this. Please forgive me my love". - I tell him with a saddly smile.

"Don't worry my beauty and blonde kiddo. I understand you completly".

"Thank's my babe". - I tell him and i kisses his lips so furiouslly.

Then Dr. Mckay come and he tell me i need to start with my Cognitive Behavioral Therapy with my fiancée too cause my mother is schizophrenic and she can't come here.

"Well guys we're gonna start with a little conversation and how this situation affects to your love relationship".

"I think Mat is the most beautiful and gorgeous person i never know for that reason i think i'm not deserve his love and the way he treat me. Maybe our relationship must end".

"I don't think so Stephy, we need stay together cause i love you so much and you need a lot to supportive care and only me can bring it that cause you're mommy is ill".

"Yeah is truth, but i need some space and i think we need more time alone to each other to evaluate our actions and consequences to all of this".

Matthew's POV:

"Why you need broke with me?" - I ask to her.

"Cause you don't deserve and need an ill woman like me in your life. Please".

"No, cause you just tried to commited suicide and i want you; i love you so much and i don't let you alone. Never cause you need help a lot of it".

"Yeah you're right babe you're damn right and i need you so much. I love you too and i can't wait more i need marry you the much soon is possible. Obviously i'm not pregnant cause no even have sex with you."

"Why you want to marry him?". Dr. Mckay ask to her. "You need escape from you're mommy?"

"No, i'm not want to escape from my mommy, i need help to take care of she much better and obviously Mat can help me a lot".

We still conversation and around a hour an a half he finish with all of this.

"Well we finish for today guys and i hope you enjoyed it. Tomorrow we following with all of this".

When Dr. Mckay go out to the room.

I start to ask to her "Do you want to marry me?"

"Yes, i want to marry you. Cause i love you so much".

"Well dear when you have eighteen i promise i will marry to you".

"Ok, dear but i need something to you. I need you to stay here cause i'm not feel well dear".

I'm decide stay with she in the room waiting just she start sleep meanwhile the guys my partners of Criminal Minds come here.