Totally Awkward (Matthew G. Gubler)

Chapter 3

Matthew's POV:

She decides to be my girlfriend and this is be the most important thing to me.

We kissed a lot and the intensity was increased more and more but she was only a child and we need to go step by step.

I'll help she to carry the things to buy in the supermarket at her home and put this in the pantry.

We arrive to her home and she put the key in the lock she turn it and we enter to her house.

"Mommy, i come with a visit are you here?"

"Hi dear baby who is your handsome friend?"

"Hi Mommy, he is not my friend, he is my boyfriend and his name is Matthew Gray Gubler he is an actor of CBS and he works in a Tv - series Criminal Minds".

"Yeah, i know this serie in it are a genius who has eidetic memory like my child, Spencer Reid...you are him really?"

"Yeah, but this is my character my real name is Matthew Gray Gubler".

"No, you're Spencer Reid!!!"

"Yeah Mommy he is Spencer Reid".

And she told her. - "Mommy can you let him to put the things to buy in the pantry?"

"Yeah, of course he can dear".

"Thank's Mommy" - And she kissed her, then her mommy started to talked alone.

"She is talking with her friends Amelie y Orlando and she always ask their opinion and they answer to her". - And her eyes covered with tears. - "Sorry honey but this is my lifestyle, can you forgive me for invite you to my home?"

"Forgive you for why? don't worry my kiddo, my lovely child your mother is sick and i can understand that".

"Thank's Mat". - She told me with a sadness in her face.

"Don't worry dear, i love you with your depression and i love your mother too, cause you're the most important thing in my life".

Stephanie's POV:

He turned in a support and a very important person in my life.

Without him i can't cope with this situation, cause i feel like the things escape from my hands in this moment.

Damn me why let him to see my mom in that state?

He saw me with his puppy eyes and then the feelings was more bigger and increase, in that moment i needed in uncontrolable way kissed him and felt his body on mines. I started to kissed him, but he didn't let me have sex with him cause i don't have the adulthood and this it would be punishable by law.

"I love you Mat".

"I know beauty kiddo but you're a child and i don't apologize to me if i have sex with you".

"Ok, i understand that Mat don't worry" - And i took of my feets the mismatching socks and he saw the scar on my foot where i had broken my left ankle.

"What happened to your left ankle?"

"Well i broken my left ankle and the Drs. put on it a titanium plate and set him a specially titanium bolts to stabilize it, that happened when i use the same socks and i didn't matching them".

"Well i suffer too, but i dislocated my knee and this happened when i use the same socks too and i didn't matching them, this was very painfully".

"Yeah, like the babies when they done their firsts steps but with painfully, i stayed a month in my bed and in the same time i gave my tests for my second PHD cause they let me did it like a e learning whit excellence in my grades and finally with the help with a physician therapist i could walk again".

"Woow, you did your tests equal meawhile you had broken your left ankle".

"Yes, of course cause i had a problem in my left ankle but i could use my hands and they didn't had any problem to do my tests and aproved that with excellence".

"Well i think is time to go to my house Stephy cause i need to rest and i should go to my work tomorrow".

"Ok sweetie such have good dreams an if you can dream with me, i love so much dear" - And i kissed him in his cheeck and his lips too.

When he go, i felt like someone stalk me and i felt worried especially for my mom and then i felt a gun on my back.

"Well, well finally your boyfriend left you and your mother".

"Leave my mother out of this Ariel, the problem is with me no with her".

"Ok sweetie if you don't want anything pass to your mommy you must following me inmediatly". - He pushed me into the wall and i fall unconscious.

Then he put on my arm a concentrator syringe of Gamma-hydroxybutyrate (GHB) who is a central nervous system

depressant, this use too to sculpture the body and it can be sold as a liquid, or a light-coloured powder that dissolves easily in liquid. It has no odor and his tastes was slightly salty and he gave to me vodka too and he make me taking long gulps of it.

Then he carry to me to another place, a isolate yard and he started to took of me all my clothes and my bra and my underwear too. I felt how the cold and the freeze covered my body and finally i heared when he zip his jeans and put his thing on my genital zone, it hurts me in uncontrolable way but i couldn't made anything, oh Gosh he rapes me, took my virginity and no happy with it he put his thing on my ass too and he rape me again.

I know the GHB takes effect in about 15 to 30 minutes, and the effects last from three to six hours. They are similar to those of alcohol, and if alcohol and GHB are taken together the effects increased, the small amounts of GHB act as a relaxant, and can slow heart rate respiration and interfere with blood circulation, motor cordination and balance. But larger amounts interfere with motor and speech control and can cause vomiting followed by unconsciousness or a coma-like sleep.

GHB can also cause mental or physical paralysis, nausea, vomiting, tremors, delusions, dizziness, respiratory distress, bowel and bladder incontinence and amnesia. Tremors, dizziness and bowel and bladder incontinence can last as long as two weeks: some experts say the presence of such side effects may be a victim's best evidence that GHB was administered.

He carried me again to another place; more far far away out of sight of pedestrians, vehicles and police. He kissed my lips and he let me with a blanket who covered my naked body.