Totally Awkward (Matthew G. Gubler)

I Have Sjögren's Syndrome, Epilepsy And Catalepsy

Stephanie's POV:

And know i feeling rigid like an statue, my heartbeats are very imperceptible and my pulse too, and my body turns in pallid and cadaveric tone and i start to remember how the Catalepsy (from Greek "κατάληψις" "catch") is a nervous condition characterized by muscular rigidity and fixity of posture regardless of external stimuli, as well as decreased sensitivity to pain.

Catalepsy is a symptom of certain nervous disorders or conditions such as Parkinson's disease and epilepsy.

It is also a characteristic symptom of cocaineu withdrawal. It can be caused by schizophrenia treatment with anti-psychotics, such as haloperidol, and by the

anesthetic ketamine. In some cases, isolated cataleptic instances can also be precipitated by extreme emotional shock one well

known example of this was the reaction of 1968 Olympic long jump medalist Bob Beamon on understanding that he had broken the previous world record by over 0.5 meters (2 feet).

Protein kinase A has been suggested as a mediator of cataleptic behavior. Other causes of catalepsy include reuptake inhibitors of adrenergic neurotransmitters such as Reserpine.

Symptoms include: rigid body, rigid limbs, limbs staying in same position when moved (waxy flexibility), no response, loss of muscle control, and slowing down of bodily functions, such as breathing.

Oh Gosh what me? I'm deaf, i have Sjögren's Syndrome and Catalepsy. I must been raped, i'm bipolar too maybe i can't have kids cause the syndrome is an autoinmune disease destroy exocrine glands like tears and salive, vaginal dryness, sensorimotor neuropathy; the brain, the kidneys, etc.

I'm gonna be a such of stupid without my IQ, cause i'm gonna loose my inteligence, i never cry again only the drops of saline solution like artificial lacrym or tears can help me, i'm gonna loose my teeths too, maybe i don't gonna survive cause i'm really sick.

I never gonna have kids, or maybe yes but they're not gonna be healthies. Only i'll hope too just not to be buried alive like the stories i listened and i read about the persons who suffers catalepsy even their families accept it cause obviously they didn't know how such of type is this disease and they think the person is die.

Obviously is gonna be so hard, if i can recuperate my health and my faccults.

Matthew's POV:

Is so difficult to seeing Stephy in this state so pallid and cadaveric not even know such how types of diseases she has. Appart to be deaf, has bipolar depress, raped, etc.

I'm so worry cause she's stay a lot of time unconscious and obviously i'm feel so incompetent cause i can't help her.

Her heartbeats and her pulse is so imperceptible, when i put my head over her chest that it is like she has die cause i can't hear her heartbeats and when i take her pulse i can't hear too.

Poor my beauty kiddo, my love, my heart, my wife, my friend and my fiancée.

I call Dr. Adrien Mckay for this and he tell me "Your fiancée has

Sjögren's Symptome and Catalepsy, both don't have cure only i can give to her a such of treatments to can cope with all of this, the Catalepsy comes cause she has Epilepsy too. And her deaf state increased a lot for that reason she can't has another surgery cause her state is irreversible. That means she's never gonna listen again. Obviously know she can listen but a little bit. The most difficult moment comes in the future when for all this gonna need help especially for her epilepsy, her Sjögren's Symptom and Catalepsy. I told you maybe she can't has babies or her babies are gonna be unhealthy like her mommy. All i want if you gonna have babies they're gonna be healthies and your future wife can cope with all of this and don't die in her pregnancy".

Oh my Gosh that such a lot to her like a punishment, like a divine damn curse.

She still so rigid and i move her, but she's appear in the state like she was a doll.

She has a lot of fever too, my poor babe. I love her so much and i never gonna let her alone, cause she needs my support like her confident. Her future husband and her company.

More than ever she needs me and i'll be constantly with her. I'm not continue work in Criminal Minds cause she needs the 7 days of the week and the 24 for hours in a completly day.

She start to vomits blood too, a lot of it and this is gonna increased a lot with the fevert too.

I'm gonna pray for her and i need stay calm cause my child is feeling hesitate and can't breathfully, her face are so white like a ghost, like she's feeling drowning and she's not breathe.