Totally Awkward (Matthew G. Gubler)

They Starts To Make Me Blood Tests

Stephanie's POV:

This is so weird and complicated, feel in this way and try to love a person who i begin to knows, a kindness and lovely person, but she's my sister too.

I'm not the only child and daughter of my father like my mommy she's not the only wife, cause he had two sons and a daughter with another wife, but the only difference is the another wife died for cancer and finally he has one wife and four sons.

If i even hated my dad for abandoned and left us alone, now i hate him so much for lieying us all this time and never told me i had brothers and one sister who i started to love with all my heart.

Well my sister i know this sounds weird call to a nurse, her name is Jackie and she starts to makes the blood tests on my arm to see how is the most acceptable invasive experimenthal treatment to me.

About 15 minutes, she backs with the results from the tests and she gives them to my sister Adelle, finally she see me with worry in her eyes and tell me.

"You need the most invasive experimenthal treatment sister, cause your state is the most severe and you have a lot of illnesses too."

"Is the most severe? Seriously? And with this treatment i can have childs with my fiancee Mat?"

"Well i don't know, cause like i told you is an experimenthal treatment and you're gonna be the first to proof all of this. Only i'll hope this results ok and you can have all the babies you can with your adorable fiancee". - She tells me with a huge smile in her face and she gives to me a big kisses in my cheeck.

"If i don't survive to the treatment, can you take care to my mommy and my lovely future husband?"

"Obviously, but everything is gonna be alright. Why you're so pesimistic?"

"I don't know, maybe cause i lost everything to live... I'm totally deaf only i can read the lips of the people and talk with the hands (sign american language), i have Catalepsy, Epilepsy, i'm bipolar and i have Sjögren's Syndrome, that make me feel bad and hesitate a lot when the nurse washes my body and put me a lubricant for the dryness in my genital zone, this make me feel incomodate, damage my psyches and the fact to can't have childs with the man of my life make me more pesimistic".

"Poor beauty sister don't be sad cause your boyfriend and fiancee love you so much and he doesn't deserve the things you saying and your mommy too. She needs someone who protects her and this person is you. You're so selfish, i know you're sick, you have a lot of illnesses to be so younger and a beautiful child, but now you don't think with clearly and you're only worry for you and not for others".

"So sorry, i know my attitudes don't be so good and i feel guilty, but always i'm worry for the others...now is time to worry for me and when i recupere my health again i'll be worry for others again. The only persons i'm really worry is my mommy, my fiancee and you obviously, but nothing more else for now obviously"

"Not even for our dad?"

"Not even for him, he abanboned us when i was a little child, cause my mommy is schizophrenic and i always took cared of my mother...always not fair for a little child be responsable at so early age for an adult who is illness". And i start to cry very profouslly a lot of time.

"Shh, everything is gonna be o'right ok sister?" - When she's still talking i move my head in an affirmative way. - "Do you want to talk to your fiancee before we start with the treatment and obviously i don't tell you before but you need a surgery with urgency too, the treatment come after the reconstructive and experimenthal operation too. Ok?"

"Ok, everything to have my health again and have kids with my husband". - I hugs to her and she leaves me alone with my future husband.

"Are you o'right Stephy? Everything is alright?"

"No, Mat i'm not o'right and everything is not alright..i need the most invasive treatment for my illnesses and operation before this. If i die promisse to me take care of my mommy and my sister, and if you want to married with her you have my blessing before all of this happens. Please promise to me Mat, promise to me".

" I promise to you, but i know this don't be necessary to do, but in fact pass something wrong with you..i'll do like you ask to me".

"Thank's my kiddo, really thank's to you with all my heart". - I says to him all my love and then i kisses him so furiously and then i touch his leg. "Bye my lover i'll hope we see you soon. Bye". - I speaks with him with tears in my eyes and he kisses me so passionate with all his heart.

And the nurses move to me to the surgery room and i see my sister she's gonna be the Dr. in charge for all the treatment, i smile to her, i give it to my sister a huge hug and a big kisses in her cheeck.

She puts me the mask over my face and she makes me count in reward 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 and i start to sleep with the sedative they give to me for make the surgery more property.

Marthew's POV:

I squeezes the head of Stephy and kisses her so much in her complete body, i'm very hopeless to see her again after her operation and the starts in her body the invasive experimenthal treatment.

I know the magnitude of this surgery and the hope she doesn't has any sequel for the operation and the therapy cause consist in invasive an a new treatment, this is gonna be the first time to be use in humans and she's gonna be the Indian rabbit.

Meanwhile i'll hope all the preparations in this situations, Adelle moves to me her hand and invites to me to the surgery of my beauty child.

I know likes a science person she is, Stephy doesn't believe in God like my character Spencer Reid who always believe in the science and the faceta of life who always manifestates like algorithms and in maths. But i believe in God with all my heart and i start to pray, to this almighty and spiritual being who always gives to us the strenght and the fortress to keep going with our life and the goals we stablish in our life.

I starts to see the operation and the procedement its make with very caution, first they start to makes a surgery in her ear and they puts an auditive apparate very deeply inside to her ear to listen again.

Then they open her head to see her brain and inhibe the Catalepsy, the Epilepsy, and her bipolar condition, they close the injuries with stitches for the paraloscoppy surgery only for the Syndrome they gives to her inmunosupressors and open her stomach and put a natural lubricant for her dryness who acts in all her body, then they close her stomach with stitches and bring to her to the ICU, for everything to passes after the operation cause her state is weak and fragil.

My beauty child is so strenght and she has the energy to fight for her life and be the most normal again. Please God all i begg to you she can wakes up for the operation and i can be with the love of my heart.

She's the light of my heart, please take care of her meanwhile i'm waiting for her recovery and a beautiful life together in the future.

Cause i know she's gonna be a great mother and a great wife too cause i love her so much.