Totally Awkward (Matthew G. Gubler)

Chapter 8

Stephanie's POV:

Until rest i need to take the two pills of strogen again, for that reason i decide to take the pills and drink it with water cause i don't have anything who reminds me Ariel inside of me, only maybe the addiction of drugs but nothing more. What can i do? i love the adictive effects an the extasis of feel all your sensations running more fast like a beauty dream and i can't resist more. I know like the genius i'm the repercutions and the damage who can acarriage to my body especially my mind, but the abstinence start to make havocs on my completly body and i start to shakes and talk incongruents words like the symptoms of the fever.

Mat comes to me and squeezes my head in a gently way; he put his mouth over my forehead to see if i have fever but my temperature now decrease a lot thank's to the effects again to the abstinence.

He calls to the nurse Amanda to see what the hells if happening to me and what medicaments they can give me. (Maybe i only imaging the words and other things happening before and after cause i'm deaf now.)

"Well ma'am what the hells is happening to my fiancée? Why she reacts like she has the effects of the fever but she doesn't have it?"

"Well Mr. Matthew Gray Gubler maybe the abstinence of the drugs can damage her"

"What drugs?"

"The drugs who the rapist can gave to her when she was kidnapped for her ex boyfriend, for Ariel he gave to her GHD a rape drug who make something persons to depends totally of it or depends to anothers drugs like ectasy, only we can give to her a saline solution to help her with the electrolits". And she start to give to me the IV saline solution and put it on my arm.

Damn the nurse discover my secret but, they nothing notice about Brittany and her dealer with perfums and ectasy, i'll need talk to her and how i can i write to her a text message.

'Brittany soins à la charge, vous pouvez obtenir vérifié et contrôlé à l'entrée et ils peuvent trouver l'extase' (Brittany becareful and care with the charge can you get checked and controlled at the entrance and they can find the ectasy)

And Brittany replies to me inmediatly.

'mercy' (Thank's)

And i respond to her the most faster i could cause my hands and body shaking a lot.

'Toi êtes les bienvenus' (You're welcome)

'Au revoir Brittanny' (Bye Brittanny)

'Au revoir Stephanie' (Bye Stephanie)

'See you soon'. I write to her and i depends of the faster again but damn my body shakes and i couldn't write more.

'I hope so'. She responds to me inmediatly.

And how i could i hide my cellphone to Matthew before he arrive to the room.

"Hey sweetie, how are you?" He talk in front of me, because that if the only way i have to read the

lips.

"Bad, my body shakes a lot and i can't take the things, but i don't want worry you".

"You don't want worry me? Damn Stephy the nurse told me you have abstinence for the drugs who Ariel put on your body when he kidnapped you and for that reason your body reacts in that way".

"You think i'm stupid i know all of that for that reason i'm a genius. And i don't need anybody who reminds me all i suffer with Ariel, i think you was different like your character but no, you're like the others mens who wants control her womens and i don't want anything with that kind of men, take your ring i don't want it!!".