Totally Awkward (Matthew G. Gubler)

Chapter 12

Stephanie's POV:

After the drug i felt so weird, and i start to have convultions a lot of it. Mat was very worry about me and he call the nurse Amanda to see if she can gave to me a nature pills to help me to recover my health.

Obviously she come quickly and about 25 minutes later the effects of the drugs dessapear and thank's to the nature medicine i could rest more deeply and with more normality.

About a half an hour i start to wake up for all of this thing.

I'll be very conscious and i known if i don't recive treatments for the addiction my geniality it's gonna dessapear very slowly, but the necessary to feel it again on my body was more and more for the sensation of abstinence.

But now for me is very and more important to take care my relationship with Mat, for that reason i decide to go to a place to take care of me like an desintoxication place who accept deafs people and go to a convention to drugs-addicts if i need to go out to the darknesst world of drugs.

And finally i decide to be sincere with my fiancée and future husband Matthew.

"Mat i need to be sincere with you, cause i don't told you all the truth before i'm a drug-addict, i bought to Britanny 2 perfeums with ectasy inside it and i'm drug with this once cause the effect was so powerfull and like Amanda told you, Ariel my ex-boyfriend showed me the world of

drugs when he rape and gave to me GHD, i asked Britanny if she had it, but she didn't and Brit sold me ectasy and then come the problems and the incident with Britanny when she tried to kiss me thank's to the influence of you're ex-girlfriend Aslan.

But this is not the point, the point is i need to go to a convention of drugs-addicts and i need to go to a desintoxication place like a drugs-addicts institution, where they gave to me treatments to help me to go out to the darknesst world of drugs".

"Oh, Stephy why you don't told me before? I considerer you a brave child cause you're so different like my character Spencer Reid, he expects others told him and finally he accepts to intern in a drugs-addicts institution, but you decide it alone without my help".

"Yeah, i decide it cause i want to be with you for the rest of my life, i don't want lie to you, i need you still believe in me, cause you and my mommy are the most important persons in my life. Please forgive me, causer jeu t'ame tantôt and i cantons livrer sinon titre. (cause i love you so much and i can't live without you) and jeu dessus liberté of aller tais. (And i decide freedom to all of this). Âdmets tais suède dans mise intelligemment" (More this can damage my inteligence).

Matthew's POV:

She's only a child, but she's so mature and this amazing me a lot.

The way of her attitude, the way she talk fluids of other idioms like french, the way she moves cause if i don't know she has 16 almost to have 17, i thought she'll has 22.

She decide to go to a rehabilitation centre to help to desintoxicate her and help her find a new perspective without the world of drugs.

She needs to make this for the persons who loves her a lot, especially for her mommy and me her fiancée.

Cause she's the most important person in my life and i need be for her a constant light in a darkness night like she always be for me.