Totally Awkward (Matthew G. Gubler)

Chapter 4

Stephanie's POV:

I started to awoke for the hit on my head when he pushed me into the wall. But i felt like i was in a dreamt and floating and i also remember the typically effects the victim was consuming an alcoholic drink in a non-threatening social or business setting alongside others doing the same thing, well i lost awareness of what was happening to me for the drug and the hit on my head. When i regained consciousness, hours later, i was often in a different location, there were signs i had been sexually assaulted (such as disarranged clothing, the presence of semen, or vaginal or anal soreness), i felt after-effects of substance use such as wooziness or confusion, and the more of the women who rape she had little or no memory of what had happened to her.

But i'm not like the other persons or the rest of the women who drugs and forgot all they suffered or all they happening, no this is the bad things who has eidetic memory, it was like a bad dream or a nightmare where the only thing i want was awake but i couldn't.

Oh Gosh i felt so weird, all moves around me and i started to vomiting a mixed of blood and gall.

I tried to walk but my legs no respond like they're not connect with the rest of my body and i fell down over my face. The marks of cuts and bruises covered my complete naked body and the presence of semen like anal and vaginal soreness covered me, and i felt so dirty like if all was my fault.

I tried to remember when carried me first it was an isolate yard with a barn an few houses who were desolate, out of the city like an hour of there in car.

Now was more difficult to remember, cause it was far far away from pedestrians, police and cars, but not imposible.

I tried to focus in one thing it was a forest covered of woods, a lake and a few animals who lived there like a farm but without farmers, barns or houses.

I tried to attempt cross the lake but i couldn't and i started to choke, when finally i had already sunk, i felt the hand of a teenager man who rescue me and pulled me to the surface. He make me CPR and gave to me the kissed of life, his scent was so familiar to me and all my body shakes for the fear, but finally i felt the worried on his voice.

"Breath Stephanie, breath damned you kiddo, breath please react and don't dead cause i love you so much".

I tried to but i couldn't at first, then i tried to breath again and finally i could, then i started to awoke.

"Good girl Stephy, good girl finally you react".

It was my kidnapper, rapist and who show me the world of drugs Ariel, who save my life. Why he do this for me and why he didn't let me dead? Cause he loves me but i didn't felt the same to him cause i love Mat. Finally he went to found the blanket and put over my naked body to covered me.

Matthew's POV:

It was another day like others, i went to CBS for record the new chapters of season 9. But the thoughts of something was wrong covered my mind and i can't concentrate well on my dialogs, this pass to me all the day.

Finally when the laboral day finished and i went to visit my girlfriend Stephanie all my co - workers came to me and talked to me with worry.

"What happening to you Mat?, Why so awkward?" - Shemar asked to me.

"Nothing"- i answered him.

"No, something worry you, what is it? Can we help you?" - AJ asked to me, damned her like always she could read my reacts and the expressions of my face and voice.

"Come on kiddo we're your family and for that reason you can trust on us". - Joe said to me.

"Yeah Mat we can give to you good counsellors like women" - Jeanne said too.

"Hey Mat talk to us about the girl who stay with you when you went to the supermarket" - Said Thomas to me.

What the hells is going on? He has informants or what?

"I saw her and i know her on the internet her name is Stephanie Raid she has her own blogspot about poems, literature critics and she gave tutorials to anothers young teenagers who wants learn something different about her 4 PHDS Engineering, Mathematics, Chimestry, and she's doing her last of Neuropsychiatry, she has degrees on Sociology, Philosophy, Psychiatry and Psichology too". - Kirsten said too, but really i didn't know it was the character Penelope Garcia or the actress Kirsten Vangsness to talking to me and she following talked - "S.R - Spencer Reid, Stephanie Raid such a coincidence no? she has eidetic memory an IQ 187, she could read 20.000 words per minutes, she has four degrees and four PHDS, she has 16 years old, her mother is schizophrenic and her father left them when she had 10 years old". - she finished to talked to me.

"What do you think you're? What the hells is going on? answer me. You're following me and my girlfriend like stalkers? Leave me alone please".

"Mat we're your friends and we try to help you only that, forgive us if we make something wrong"- Thomas said this to me.

"Only i want to you to leave me alone, ok? All i want to now is see how is Stephanie and her mother cause i'm very worry for them. Thank's for our counsellors, but now i don't need them ok?"

And finally i let them with my words to were an echo in my ears. Why i were so rude when them try to help me?

But in that moment all my thoughts still in Stephanie cause when i left her house, i saw a strange shadow like the figure of a man. Damm me why i didn't stay with her in her house and take care for her and her mother?

I drove my mustang and finally i went to the house of Stephanie.

I knocked the door of the house and Mrs. Raid opened it.

"Hello Mrs. Raid maybe you don't remember me i went with Stephanie yesterday and i help her with the things to bought in the supermarket and put them in the pantry".

"Yeah i remember you, you're her boyfriend Matthew Gray Gubler who works on CBS at the series Criminal Minds and your character is Spencer Reid. But Stephanie i seeing yesterday with me, i felt a noisy like a pushed and when i went to her bedroom she didn't stay here and i saw blood in the wall. Please help her maybe Ariel kidnapped she, her ex boyfriend.

She's like my eyes and she always take care of me please, bring her to me alive".

"I promise Mrs. Raid, i'll bring your daughter my love alive". - And i gave to her a kissed in the cheeck.

Oh Gosh what i supposse to do in that situation let all in the hands of the FBI and the police, but i couldn't stay without do something productive to found her.

Obviously i need help, finally i decided to call Shemar Moore - "Shemar, hi is Matthew Gray Gubler, sorry for be so angry in the afternoon can you apologize to me please?".

"Yeah Matthew i apologize you. What do you need?"

"I need help Shemar, Ariel the ex- boyfriend of my girlfriend Stephanie kidnapped her. And i don't know nothing of her whereabouts and if she still be alive".

"Calm down boy, calm down. Where are you?"

"Outside to the house of Stephanie in Belfast (Allegany) 2345".

"I'll come inmediatly, please wait ok and don't do something stupid".

"Ok, Shemar, i will wait for you".

Until 15 minutes Shemar came to me with Andrea Joy Cook and Thomas Gibson.