Totally Awkward (Matthew G. Gubler)

I Gonna Stay Here For A Long Time

Stephanie's POV:

I cannot recuperate from my nightmares they come over and over again and Mat stay with me.The Dr Mckay saw my state and the damage i made in my own body, for that reason he puts me a calmant in my arm, a sedative syringe when i still yelling and Mat try to calm down again.

He puts me like straitjacket, i know this users for crazy people, to not damage her.

Why they puts me this in my body? Maybe they think i'm a crazy person and i can damage myself and others.

I starts to feels the sedative syringe and i puts my head over the chest of my love that make me feel secure and i know his worry for me, but i can't do others things to avoid it.

This is like karma or a constant in my life, guides always for the sadness cause i never be normal how i used to be. When i recuperate a little more i gonna still with my classes cause i needs finishes my last phd or doctorate. I have good grades always with A+ i'll be the mostly advanced of the group for that reason, they give more time to finishes it.

Matthew's POV:

I very worry for my Stephy and the Dr. said to me she's gonna be intern here for a long time.

And i decided to ask him "Dr. Adrien can i changes her to another hospital? And why you recommend me?".

"Well near here are the Saint Marieh Hospital and is very good, they have more implement and a bigger infraestructure".

"You think they gonna curate her from the all illnesses she has?"

"Yes, they can help to your loves, but give me one week to solution the problem if in this week and i can't find a cure for all her illnesses you can changes her. What do you think?"

"I think this is reasonable and i give to you a week for find the cure of the illnesses of my love and if you can't bring to her the cure i gonna changes her to another hospital to Saint Marieh who give me the confidence i.need in this time".

My love can't sleeps well she moves a lot, but she can't damage her for the straitjacket to they puts on her.

I loves her so much, she illuminate my life always with her.beauty smile and the support to gives to me always. I can't live without her i loves her so much.

Poor my babe, she's so young and i can't do anything for comforts her for be with her especially in this moments when she needs me so much, only i can gives to her confidence and she listens my heartbeats and still calm down.