Support Group ( Jai Courtney )

Night 24 part 2

The ride was comfortable and his hand on my thigh felt so right. So when Jai pulled in front of my house it was like going back to school after a two weeks holidays. The engine died down and we were left in the darkness of the night.
This house didn't feel like home anymore, it never truly did, but once again it was the closest thing I had as home. But not anymore, home is supposed to be your happy carefree place. I was deprived for that happy place until Jai came in the picture. His arms are my safe place, and he is my happy place.

And tonight I felt like being happy.

" Jai I don't want to go in."

He turned is head to me confused while I was looking straight ahead in emptiness.

"  Why ? Is there something I should now ? "

Now it was my turn to be confused, what did he mean, he knew everything already. Oh wait.

I looked at him trying to make out his features in the night and I saw a confused filled with rage expression.

I reached to caress his cheeks.

" Hey no nothing I just don't feel like it's my place to be here, they're not hurting me. "

At least physically.

I felt him relax in my hand. Soon enough a smirk crept on his face. His head leaned in my hand.

" I know where your place is."

His voice was low, and might I add sexy.

" Oh and where would it be Mr.Courtney ? "

I feel two hands on my waist lifting me up, as I suck down my head knowing better than hurting it on the roof.
Even being on his lap, my head didn't getting past his. And looked down at me smiling lovingly. Or rather lustfully.

" My place is on your lap ? "

" Damn yes it is, just being with me is your right place. "

His hands stayed still on my waist, gripping harder as he bucked his hips upward, a gasp leaving my mouth.
That was all he apparently needed to go ahead and kiss me already.

The kiss was hungry, as our lips moved together, his hands drew circles on my body and mine went straight for his hair, gripping, tugging, teasing. We rocked our body into each other getting caught in the kiss. He deepened it by grabbing my neck and I heard and felt him moan against my mouth.

He was right, he was my right place.

I pulled away reluctantly, the both of us breathing heavily and loudly.

" Jai. "

His eyes never once left mine.

" Take me home please. "

And he knew as much as I do what I had meant.

*****

The car ride was filled with a tension I've never been familiar with until now.
He was rushed and even fumbled keys. But as soon as I stepped in he gripped my thighs so that my legs circled his waist. He pushed my back against the front door closing it.
His lips landed on mine, licking my lower lip asking for entrance, I opened my mouth to let our tongues meet.
We pulled away to get our breath back but he quickly connected his lips to my neck giving it open kisses, grazing, and biting it. While he continued his assault on my neck, he walked to his room.
And the next thing I knew was that familiar comfortable feeling of bed sheets under me.
He crawled on top of me after pulling of his shirt and helped me with mine.
His hands couldn't leave my body.
Suddenly a wave of anxiety rubbed through me. I've never done that.

" Jai. "

" I know baby, I know, I'm here I'll take care of you. "

He kissed my forehead as I nodded.
The rest of our clothes came flying on the floor. He took out a condom from his night stand and rolled it up on himself. My cheeks were flushed, I didn't know what to do with myself at the moment.
But my Australian soon got back to me and whispered three words I've never expressed.

" I love you. "

Before taking the both things I knew I would never get back, my virginity and my heart.