Support Group ( Jai Courtney )

Night 24 part 3

A.N: Okay so this is a first alright ?

Plus I know you probably all heard about Paris and this might not be the best because well I'm French and I'm feeling pretty ducking down, I'm not making up an excuse, I just need to say it because this is affecting me like I never really thought it would. Attacking my country is like attacking my family, it's stuck at the heart.

Vive la République. Vive la France.

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It became harder for me to think straight when I knew what was going to happen. But when I saw his eyes focused on mine, words came out alone.

" I love you too. "

It was like I was dumbfounded at my own words but his smile was the only thing that mattered at this exact moment, he was all that mattered.

I loved him.

His right hand stroke my left cheek when I felt him, on my bare thigh. A chill running through my body,I gave him a nod. I trusted him with all my body, all my life, as cheesy as it sounded, he was the only one I trusted and needed now.

" You're sure ? "

" Yeah.. I mean at that point"

I chuckled and it also made him laugh, but don't get me wrong, this, on my part, was all out of nervousness.

He gave me a tender kiss before placing one of his hands next to my head and the other down guiding himself.

" Don't forget that I love you."

I suddenly felt a pressure at my entrance, where nothing and no one ever touched me. I was mentally reassuring myself that everything was okay and the pain I would surely feel was okay but it did nothing more or less to this pain when I felt Jai enter me.

The feeling was new, strange, and kind of uncomfortable. But all at the same time, it felt right to be like this with Jai.

But as he entered me more, I realized the size was nothing like a tampon or what I could have imagined myself, and past a certain point, a stinging pain made me wince.

I felt him stop.

" I'm so sorry I'm hurting you baby, it'll be fine at the end."

" I'm fine "

I pulled on his neck to kiss him again, closing my eyes as he started to go again. I would bit his lip lightly when it was more painful but after what felt like thirty minutes he stopped and asked if it was okay to move again.

I nodded against his neck not trusting my voice.

Jai began to go in and out ever so slowly at first to let me get used to it, and he was gaining speed each time. I couldn't blame him, if he was a cheater, he's only had his hand for a few weeks now.

Shut up stupid this isn't the moment.

I started to get all tingly and cheeks flushed as he let out moans going back and forth. Saying that I felt awkward was the least to say, seeing that he was the only one making noises except my heavy breathing. He kept his hands next to me, until a moan escaped my mouth. At that point I started to feel hotter, my breath increased and I felt pleasure. He immediately roamed my body with his right hand, going down and stimulating me, to let me feel even better.

The room was now filled in our moans, heavy breaths, and thick air.

" I'm going to.."

It was like he was restraining himself from reaching his orgasm.

I gave him a reassuring smile and caress on the back of his neck to let him know that it was okay.

And soon enough he grunted loudly and I felt him twitch (?) inside of me.

He ran his hand through his hair and pulled out of me. But it wasn't the end I guess because both his hands took respective places on my right boob and private area.

This was all too much for me to keep my mouth shut.

" Oh god Jai."

" Please keep going."

And that's exactly what he did until I felt this pressure in my lower stomach.

It felt like it was gonna burst, and it left me whimpering.

" Jai, I-"

" Let everything go baby."

I did.

It wasn't how I thought it'd be. It lasted longer than I thought, and it wasn't deceiving.

" I love you so much Lili, you have no fucking idea."

He laid down next to me, he chest still rising up and down heavily.

" Oh but I do Mr Courtney."

I turned to him getting close to his ear.

" Because I feel the same."

" Can I ask you something ? "

" A serious something ? "

" Yeah "

" Really now ? "

" This is important."

" But Jai we just... I mean I don't kno-"

" I want you to be mine."

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Done.