Because of You

Single

Vern's POV

Things were bad again.

Jesse and I haven't talked. When I finally opened the door he was gone, it seems as if he disappeared. I knew I had fucked up, I should've just came out but..

I was so ashamed. I didn't want anyone to see those cuts I wanted them to be personal. No one needs to look at that.

Things were so different.

Instead of him calling and texting I just heard silence. It seemed like I was drowning in it. I couldn't blame him though, maybe it's for the best. He could do better.

After I worked out today I walked home, heading into my house to figure out what I was going to do with my life later on today.

Laying in the shower I just let the water run over me, breathing in and out, trying to relax myself. Ive decided that I need to go to therapy to get better.

It's quite obvious I can't do this alone.

Hopping out the shower I changed into a white sweater and light pink spandex before cleaning up all the mess in my room.

I was picking up my clothes when I heard a large smash and my door being kicked open.

....... What was that??

Suddenly I'm worried, my heart beating out my chest. Maybe I'm just overreacting. I look outside to see.. Jakes car? Outside? I'm now extremely scared.

Lena would tell me the stories of how violent he would be, and how he would change his personality with a switch of a flip.

I walk downstairs with my phone in hand, trying to be as quiet as possible. I don't know who I'm dialing but I hear a small hello and I realize it's Bailey.

Im about to say something when I feel someone wrap a hand around my throat, their breath on the back of my neck.

"Drop the phone right now" he says and I drop it immediately. I'm too scared to not listen to him.

"So, beautiful" he says touching my face making me. cringe back. "I've decided to replace you for Bailey, since now she's dead and I kind of need someone to satisfy me" he says as he drags a sharp object across my stomach lightly. My eyes widen and I realize that I'm going to die. He's going to kill me.

"You might be better than she was, you definitely have a better body, hopefully a better mouth too". I can smell the alcohol on his breath and I'm so frightened. Im shaking. But god he's such an asshole, and if I'm gonna die Im gonna tell him off beforehand.

"No, you know what fuck you. Lena was one of the best people to exist and I want you to know that I love her so much, even if she's gone. I'm surprised she was with a piece of trash like you. So kill me, but while I see you in hell she'll be floating in heaven you ass hole-" and that's when I feel it.

You ever feel like you're in slow motion, like you're so in shock. Even though I knew it was coming, I wasn't ready.

I could feel the knife cut deep into my stomach and
pierce through the skin, the pain excruciating. He pulled it out and I felt the pain intensify times ten.

Dropping to the floor I could still hear the bailey's hellos coming from the line, and Jake'car speed out of the driveway. I knew he would get caught he left the knife and his fingerprints are everywhere. He'll  finally get what he deserves.

I can feel the pain getting worse and my head was throbbing. I must have fell hard, hitting my head along the hard wooden floor.

Through all this pain hitting me like a steam struck my mind went straight to the people I love. I would miss Bailey and Natalie. Maybe I'd run into Lena on my way. I'd miss Matty God my best friend I'll miss him so much, and I'll miss George and Ross and Adam. And I'll miss my family. I'll miss boys from the NBHD.

But mostly I'll miss Jesse. I could say it in all the languages on the planet and no be able to explain how much I love him. In a short amount of time I've gone through the most with him. We've had many downs but we've had so so many ups.

I love you Jesse, please don't forget about me.

I feel my the pain in my head and stomach increasing, and I'm losing consciousness. My vision goes to black, still hearing constant hellos from phone line.
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Ok WHAT THE FUCK @ me right lol.

I have more chapters don't worry I'm not gonna just leave you hanging lol

ALSO I'm updating again today soooooo ;)))