I'll Be The Fire That'll Catch You (Kellic)

Chapter seven

I lay on my bed for a couple of minutes, trying to get my breathing to go back to normal. I don’t know what to do with this obvious bulge in my jeans. Vic got me all turned on and now he left me here just like that. Fucking teenage hormones.

After I felt that I’ve already calmed down, I got up from my bed and headed towards the bathroom. Shower. This is all that I need to help me gather up my thoughts.

I couldn’t stop thinking about the things that just happened a while ago. It felt different and.. nice. Woah okay. This is wrong.

I stepped out from the shower and grabbed the towel on the rack.

For a few minutes, I just stood in front of the huge mirror in my bathroom. My eyes landed on the few red spots on my neck and then I saw the huge one on my collarbone, the one spot that Vic sucked on a little bit rougher.

I walked out from the bathroom and quickly got dressed because I am hungry as fuck. My stomach’s rambling and I just want to eat a whole buffet. I jogged down to our kitchen, fixing my shirt, trying to cover up the marks on my skin. Luckily, mom already left for work.

I got a plate and stuffed it with lots of food from our table and walked towards the living room. Maybe a crappy TV show would help me get straighten up my mind for a bit.

Vic’s POV

I left Kellin’s house with both satisfaction and disappointment flooding over me. Satisfaction because I literally showed him what he has done last night, I don’t like explaining things, I am never good at explaining so that’s a good thing, right? Disappointment because I gave in. I made a little mental note last night. I kind of promised myself that maybe I should contain my feels for a little. I promised myself that I would watch and control my hormones especially when it comes to Kellin. But what happened a while ago was pretty intense and quick. I got carried away in teasing Kellin. My original plan was just to ‘show’ him what he did to me and to make him feel sorry about everything. But I guess that we were both into it a while ago, we got carried away. I, myself, got carried away to be honest. I hate myself. I need something to distract myself.

I know I made a promise with Kellin but he’s also the reason why I have to do this. I mindlessly searched my pockets for my phone and quickly dialed the number and asked whoever that was to meet me in the nearest alleyway.

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It’s a miracle that I’ve made it to our house, alive. I’ve stumbled and dodged a couple of people in the streets but I was too high to care. I’ve craved for this and I am glad that I’ve already satisfied. I stumbled on my way to my room and didn’t even bother to lock the door since my dad’s still out for work and Mike, my little brother, is in a sleepover somewhere so it’s safe for me to keep the door unlocked.

I carelessly kicked off my shoes and dragged myself to my bed. I just stared at the ceiling while my arms were spread to the side. I rubbed my eyes a couple of times to see if it could help straighten up my vision. It didn’t help though.

I’m still high as fuck but Kellin kept on crossing over my mind. He’s the reason why I did this again. I needed a distraction and this is what I came up with. But it seems like it’s not working. I know I needed something else. I grabbed my phone from my pocket and dialed a familiar number. Jessie. I’ve never talked to her for almost a year now but she was the last girlfriend that I had and I know that she still doesn’t have a boyfriend.

“Um, Hello Jessie?”

“Who’s this?”

“It’s um, Vic.” I said with doubts flooding over me.

“Oh hey. Why’d you suddenly called? It has been a while.”

It really has been a while. It’s weird that I’ve suddenly decided to give her a call after months without any connection and all.

“You want to come over? I mean, I have the house all to myself and, um, just wondering if you want to hang out?” I said as I scratched the back of my head.

“Sure, would love to!” She said with excitement in her voice. “Be there in ten minutes.”

And with that she disconnected the call. I sighed as I placed my phone on my bed. I laid on my back and buried my face to my hands. This is one of the moments where my mind is too insane not to think things through. I tend to do stupid decisions. But I think this is by far the stupidest one ever.

“VIC!” Jessie shouted as my bedroom door swung open. Without any warnings, she attacked me and pulled me in to a bear hug, not even giving me the chance to shift to a sitting position.

“I missed you so much, Vic!” She exclaimed while kissing my cheeks endlessly. I pushed her a little but I guess there’s no point in doing that since she’s straddling me. One thing I hated about her back then is her ‘dominance’ over me. I don’t want anyone to tell me what to do or to control me. That was the main reason why we broke up.

“Um, you want to watch a movie?” I quickly asked still pushing her a little.

“Can’t we just lay here and you know..” She said with a wink. She then smacked her lips against mine, hungrily kissing me.

“J-Jessie, I said we should hang” I said as I pushed her harder and wiped my lips with my hand.

“We are hanging” She said with a smirk. “ I missed you so much Vic. You can’t blame me. I just want you near me.”

Every single thing from the past flooded my brain. Here she goes again. She always wanted everything to go her way.

“You smell different” She said as she pulled me out from my thoughts. “What are you eating ugh.”

Of course I haven’t brushed my teeth yet and the smell of the weed still lingers in my mouth.

But Jessie was more stubborn than me. “Mm I couldn’t care less.” She then again attacked my lips and slid her tongue in my mouth.

“Stop it, Jess!” I said a little louder.

“Come on, Vic. Don’t tell me that I haven’t crossed your mind even once since we broke up.” She teased.

‘Yeah well to be quite honest, this is the first time I thought of you.’ But of course I didn’t say that to her face. I am starting to get annoyed and I blame myself for not thinking before calling her. I forgot how much I hated her but maybe I needed this. Maybe I really needed this kind of distraction from Kellin.

She was just staring at me with confusion in her eyes. I then grabbed the back of her head and pulled her and crashed my lips to her. She, without any doubts, kissed back. My mind was freely wandering and I know that I was still slightly high. My head started having this pounding feeling and I felt kind of dizzy but I just shrugged it off.

Jessie pulled out from the kiss. “You don’t know how much I missed you, Vic” She whispered.

“Shut up.” I said as I then again pulled her to me.

I felt her hands wandering all over. She started playing with the hem of my shirt. Slowly she started pushing it up. I pushed her and removed it myself, tossing it somewhere.

I could say that everything was really getting heated up. My mind was going crazy. None of use uttered a single word; we never broke from our make out session. I needed this.

“V-vic?” I heard a very familiar voice.