The Rainbow Effect

Love

I have managed to avoid any other sexual communication between me and any other female since I last saw Lila, which was a month ago mind you.

She has called a few times, and texts me every day, I only answer when I feel like it. How do I tell my best friend I love her like that? I mean, seriously. I fell in love with her, and she's been my best friend for years.

She's beautiful, and I can't help it. Ever since my last ex, well my last male ex, I had been involved with Brittany, then her and I ended, so I was so hurt. Then boom, all of a sudden I fall in love with Lila? Not cool, so not cool.

I don't know what I am going to do without her, considering we are so close, and she did say that it was a onetime thing. Maybe I'm in this over my heels, I'm over reacting, and I really don't love her. Maybe my hormones are being assholes to me, once again.

I gave up, laying in my bed, with my towel still wrapped around me, and I picked up my phone. I had initially gotten out of the bath, and I sat on my bed to cool off and such, but that turned into me just simply lying here, in my towel, thinking, for the past two hours.

I sat up, realizing my hair was all dry, and I dialed a number.

"Jazz?" Damn. She still sounded the same.

"Hey..." I say, my voice trailing off.

"Why haven't you been answering me for a week?" Lila asks, hurt hinting in her voice.

"I'm sorry, I've just been busy." I lied, my finger fidgeting.

"Oh, I see. With no job and no responsibilities, you must be so entirely busy that you can't even shoot me a text, I was worried."

"You know if you were so 'worried' you could have stopped by and checked in on me in person." I say, anger rising.

"I'm not your babysitter, if you don't want to talk to me, then fine. Okay. I get it. I just worry about you." Lila says, I can tell she's trying to hold back tears.

"You don't need to." I stated blankly.

"Well I want to. I have for years. And you think now all of a sudden Ima just run away, riding my magical fairy unicorn with my little fairy that follows me to magical puffy rainbow land, with flying angel potatoes and forget about you, you're wrong." She says.

"I don't see why you care."

"Because I love you." She says, but then I hear her gasp, as if she wasn't supposed to say anything. Our phone call goes silent.

"Lila, did you just say you love me?" I ask, my voice squeaking a little.

"Yes." She states. I can't hear any emotion behind her voice.

"Good." I say, my breathing starting to hitch.

"Why good?" She asks.

"Because I love you too."

*A/N~ Hey guys! I know I haven't updated in practically forever but I've been so incredibly busy. You know, considering school, and I've had a lot to deal with at home. The only reason I'm updating now is because of one of friends was begging me in Art class today to update, and I promised her I would. I hope you guys love this chapter! I'm so happy I've made it to 1.8k reads! I love you all so much! You guys give me so much courage to continue my writing. I would really appreciate it if you guys went and read my new book "A Romance Novel". It's my hardest work yet, but I have a lot of faith in it. If yall could vote and comment that would be awesome! Don't forget to check out "A Romance Novel" and "The Bad Boys Girl". Thanks guys, I try to be more frequent on my updates.

~Shortie*