ALONE

Chapter 33

Ty rushed me home. I'm still hung over on his mixed emotions, I guess because he has issues with the word "love".

I open the door...I turn the lights on to see Savannah on the couch with a boy on top of her. "Micheal" I think in my head.

They both look up at me and Ty coming in behind me.

"WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON HERE?!" I scream to my lungs.

Sav pushes the boy off her and he falls to the floor.

"Samai it's not what you think!" She says almost crying.

"WHAT IS IT THEN?" "YOU HAVE A FUCKING BOY IN THIS HOUSE WITH NO PERMISSION AND FUCKING HIM TOO?!!"

"I'm sorry, I invited him to watch a movie" sav says looking at me.

"Calm down kid!" Ty says grabbing my shoulder

"FUCK NO ! SAVANNAH I DO THE THINGS I DO TO GET US THE FUCK OUT OF HERE" I scream with my veins coming out my neck.

"HOW OLD ARE YOU LIL NIGGA?"

"16" he shutters out

"SHES ONLY 13!" I say walking closer but Ty holds me.

"She said she's 14" he wimps out.

"GET OUTT" I say pointing to the door.

He grabs his jacket and runs out the door.

"Calm down this isn't good for the baby" Ty says pulling me close to his skinny body.

"Baby...?" Sav says getting up.

"Yeah, there might be a new Jones in here" he says rubbing my stomach smiling hard his teeth can fall out.

I move from Ty being annoyed by this baby shit. I go to Savannah n grab her arm so tight.

"Owe Mother" she says slickly.

"Get out!" I say dragging her out.

"No!" She says crying.

"Go back to the drug streets you give niggas " I say loosing breath.

"Samai chill" Ty says.

"Nah she wanna do drugs and have sex... Go do it I don't need ya ass"

"Stop samai!!!!" She says as she holds on to the couch.

"Get the fuck out now!"

"FINE, I'm out. " she says grabbing her new jean jacket and heading out.

She slams the door and heads down the driveway and turns the corner knowing she has no where else to go. I drop down to the floor and start crying. Ty gets on the floor and holds me.

He says it's gonna be alright but I know he is lying. I just go along with it but still cry in his arms.

"Com on we gotta check." Ty says picking me up and crying my body up to the bathroom but my sprit is still at that moment.
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"You gotta pee on the stick" he says handing me the first test.

My first time see a real pregnancy test and not in the reality shows. I take the box and sit on the toilet. I'm still feel the tears but I go through it. I open the box and take out the stick the cap is pink and the rest is white. I throw the box on the floor. I put the stick under my vagina take a while to pee. Ty hands me the other test and I look at him with a n attitude.

"It says wait 5 minutes."

I look up with a evil stare but go back to looking at my feet. Katrina painted them for me . That's a bitch I love.

5 minutes are up and I look at the test. One line for no two lines for yes. I'm scared this can all change my future.

"I mean I'm not pregnant Ty I don't need no test" I say hesitating .

"Look at the shit samai!" Ty says leaning on the sink.

I looked down held my breath and looked at the stick. One had one line and the other two had two lines. I showed ty confused.

"You need to go to a clinic " he said staring at the test.

"Fuck that shit...imma see in 9 months" I said throwing the test in one box and in the garbage.

"Samai!"

"What!?" I say washing my hands.

"Please go to the clinic." He says grabbing my waist. Remembering the way Jay held my waist while fucking me in the v.i.p. Room.

"Please"

I didn't want to. I don't wanna do shit involving anything. I just wanna be alone right now. But I gotta speak up and lie to myself.

"Alright bitch" I say leaving the bathroom.