Seven Frosted Days

What do I really feel? (Prt 3)

~Jack~

We were walking up to the door of the cafe, and I ran up and pulled the door open for Rapunzel.

"After you, Milady" I said bowing and making way for Rapunzel.

She looked at me all funny and decided to just go along with it.

"Why, thank you good Sir." She replied in a exceptional British accent.

She walked through the door way with amazing grace, still keeping up her act.

She paused without looking back. She clapped her hands

"I'm waiting." She announced.

We both laughed.

A couple of people stared at her questioning her actions, but she didn't give them the time of day. She was only focused on what we were doing. The only person she was focused on was Me.

I smiled not paying attention to anything. I kept thinking how she was only concentrated on me, and for some reason that made me happy.

We talked for 15 minutes without ordering, and the waiter was starting get annoyed, but we just kept on talking.

When we did order I ordered an iced coffee and she asked if she could get a mixed berry smoothie. I laughed when she tried to bribe the waiter to get a smoothie with all the flavors. All was good and I was having a great time and enjoying the date more than most dates. I even made her laugh to the point where she snorted. She was so embarrassed!

After a while she had to go to the bathroom, and I was just watching the people walk outside. I realized I was smiling at the window and quickly turned away, as if the busy people walking by will stare at my silly smile. 

I jumped at the sound of my phone ringing.

I looked at the number and I turned cold. My fingers started to tremble, and sweat that wasn't there before started dripping down my face.

I went outside, and firmly opened the call.

"Hello, Darling" a girl's voice seeped out sweetly out of my phone.

I gulped my body refusing to respond.

"Do you have a girlfriend this week?" She said more of an accusation then a question.

"Yeah." I said in a monotone voice.

"Awwww, thats Okay, you know I love you even if you cheat on me every week." She said in a pouty voice.

"I Love You." She whispered over the phone "Say you love me too" She asked sweetly

"I Love You"  I said my heart cold, completely empty.

She hung up, and I couldn't get enough air, my lungs protested. I couldn't stay on the phone any longer and she knew that. I let myself lean against the wall for support, because I didn't trust myself to stand up on my own.

~Rapunzel~

When I got of the bathroom I saw that Jack wasn't where I left him. I saw him outside on the phone, and sat down in my seat and decided to wait for him. Agghhh!! Jack was the perfect boyfriend! I complained in my mind, because that was the only place where I could whine all I wanted and my mind would agree everything I thought.