Seven Frosted Days

The things that go on in that house (real one)

~Rapunzel~

On Sunday I didn't feel like doing anything at all. I didn't fight the depression that crawled all over my body. I just hid under my blanket, isolating myself from the world.
I turned off my phone so I wouldn't have to face Merida's heartless questions of what happened yesterday. I just wasn't mentally ready? I had done what she asked me to do, so why can't she just leave me alone. She made me do this! But I knew blaming her wouldn't change anything, since I decided to go with it. I wish I never kept that promise, but Rapunzel Corona never ever breaks a promise I thought weakly.

I had tried not to think of all the memories of last week, but that was what my thoughts always turned back to. One moment Im thinking of drinking coffee this morning, and the next minute I'm remembering when I made Jack laugh so hard he snorted out his coffee.

People who've dated Jack said that they were happy with the time they got to spend with him. He was gentle, polite, but still devilish and causing mischief. He would always do what they asked him to. They said that seven days with him were enough for them, but for me.

Seven days were only enough to fall in love with him.

Merida, why did you want me to break up with him? If any other friend acted like that to me, and asked me to break up with Jack with no reason I would have thrown them out the window!! But then run down stairs to catch them so they don't get hurt.........

Old memories of my mother came to my mind. Not the happy cheerful one downstairs probably making breakfast by now, but my kidnapper. Gothel. What kinda name is that? That old house......... I still collapse when Im in front of it. My knees give out, I feel weak, I panic and black out.

The stuff that use to go on in that house.

Flashes of Gothel grabbing a fist full of my hair and bashing my head against the wall. Over and over....and over....again. Slapping me across the face if I ever disobeyed her orders. Screaming for mercy from my "Mother". I would never call her that again. It was so terrible, the things that happened, and I still think it's unimaginable that I live through that. Even with all that abuse I went through I still lived on kind and caring, because I would rather die than become someone like my "Mother". Merida was the only one who kept me going, but I all I ever did was lie to her. I never told her about what happened daily throughout our household. Even when we promise to never lie to each other and always keep our promises. I was the only one who said without any meaning behind it. It was just a child's promise, right?

Then one day Merida came to our house uninvited to surprise me for my Birthday, and ask about all the gifts I got. But the only thing I got on my Birthday that year was a beating. Gothel had made me throw away all the presents my sweet and caring classmates gave me. She had opened the doorway only to find her best friend towered over and punched at. She dropped her small gift that she was planning on giving her last on the floor. When I looked at that doorway all I saw was terror in her little eyes, her tiny hands clenching and unclenching, not knowing what to do.

When she had ran out I thought she was scarred and didn't want to be my friend anymore and my heart broke the only thing left that I cared about just ran out the door. I felt like I wanted to die, I didn't even feel any pain from the beatings from Gothel.

Later on I found out that she only ran to find her mother and call the cops, it was the best day of my life, after finding my real parents. She was sad though, because I didn't take our promise seriously. So I promised again that I would always keep my promises and never lie to he again.

I smile sadly at the memory, my life changed so much then. After wondering when my life would begin for so long it had finally happened.

I would never break my friendship with Merida, but in this situation she is not considering my feelings. I want her to be happy I always have, but can't she see I'm not happy without Jack..........

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Sorry about trollin ya last time some ppl I think just wont forgive me (im sorry!) but her is the real one as u can see by the title but I did think about trolling you guys again one more time but i thought was enough. I knew that I should stop before the power really gets over my head.😋😋😋