Seven Frosted Days

Making Things Difficult

~Jack~

Dammit! There she is again! Driving up to the driveway, waiting outside. She sits there for a while staring at the big house, looking for any signs of life. Her eyes seem sad, and full of sorrow, which frustrates me. She was the one to break up with me. She gets out of the car and climbs up the steps to the door. She then pulls out a small bouquet of flowers and places them next to the untouched wilted ones from last week. Then she stepped back and looked at the row of flowers she'd left before, each less wilted than the next. Was this her way of apologizing to me? Is she apologizing that she can't be with me? Or that she's sorry she ever broke up with me? Maybe she even thinks I'm dead and is placing flowers on my grave!? Well whatever the reason is I wish she'd stop..........

This whole god damn position I'm in is because I'm trying to get over her, but she's making it impossible! Out of the corner of my eye I see Rapunzel walk back to her car. She comes every Friday after school without fail, and I'm trying my best to not pay attention to her, but eyes always wander back to her. In the end I lean out on the window sill, out of sight and stare at her blonde wispy hair.

Sooner or later I get caught up in my fantasies and stare deeply at her and she must have noticed or sensed it because her head flipped to my direction.

I jump back and stumble over some art supplies that I was too lazy to clean up. My heart was beating fast and my breath came out short

".......That was close........"

A second later I hear her turn on her engine. I wait a while only then do I let myself calm down. Did she see me!? I hesitate a little and look back outside again. Biggest Mistake of My Life.

There she is waiting for me, car hasn't even moved an inch. Our eyes meet, hers the same determined green, mine the same cold blue. Her eyes were so big I thought I would get lost in them, even from this distance separating us. All of a sudden I felt all the emotions I've been trying to block out, rush back in an instant. Ours eyes were locked on each other as if they were sharing a silent message. All this. All this happened in a moment. It was too overwhelming. 

I spun around and quickly left the window sill. It was too much.

"Jack!!!!" She called after me.

Dammit! She tricked me!

I rushed to a corner in the room and slowly slid down and dropped with a thud. I placed my face between my knees and hugged my legs. Then I hear her turn on her engine again and leave for real this time.

All that time  I spent building up that wall. Trying to make it as tall as I could so no one could climb it. Little did I know that the wall was made up glass. Frail fragile glass, and she had broken it all in an instant.

I sat in the corner for hours, then I slumped to the floor. Rolling back and forth trying to clear my head. Just like pacing back and forth, but a more miserable version. I focused my mind on the floor board looking at every detail it could offer, and occasionally scratching at it. All this was so frustrating!! I wish there was a simple solution for a way out.

When my mind couldn't focus on the floor anymore I got restless. I needed something to do and fast. I glanced up from the crumpled position I was in, and spotted the once discarded art supplies. I was trying to avoid this option, but I had nothing left, which meant I had nothing to loose.

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Sorry i havnt updated for some time but this week was my birthday so.........

Any way some of my friends have been complaining about the hiccunzl. Well im soooooo sooooooory. Note the sarcasm. I thought it would add some story material to it and some competition. Well watever u gotta accept watchya got!!!