Seven Frosted Days

Desire

~Hiccup~

It's been what? 6 months now, and Jack still isn't back. What's wrong with him, it didn't take him this long get over Elsa? I thought while scribbling down some notes of our lecture. Rapunzel has been handling it better than she use to, but I can still see that shes worried and something else too. I just can't put me finger on it though. I feel like she's so far away even though she's right next to most of the time. Sometimes I see her gazing longingly at the window with her eyes glossed over. Empty. Her head is all up the clouds with thoughts of Jack and it's irritating. She will zone out on some of our conversation, and even forget you there! Sometimes I want to grab her and pull her back into reality, with me.

Over all the past few months have been pretty good, I'm acing all of Jack's classes, since I've done them all before, and even.....got myself.......a fan club................

Anyways, I've  been feeling kinda weird lately, and I think I know where it's heading, since I only feel it around Rapunzel.

I won't.

I can't.

But I want to.

What is so special about her? Our family owns a millionaire company, and a hundreds of them are spread across America, and I can see any girl I want to, but a normal high school girl is the choice I want to go with? Where is the logic in that? Why her? Why!?Why does she make my heart beat? Why is her smile so contagious? Why won't she just forget about Jack?

All this stress about Rapunzel is really affecting me, and although I tried really hard to hide it from Rapunzel she's been beginning to suspect somethings up. At first it started with her noticing the black circles under my eyes, and then it led to her sensing that my movements have been a little slow and out of it. She was worried about me and was trying to help out, but all the little things she noticed about me just made it worse. My mind keeps on thinking "she probably likes me, otherwise she wouldn't have noticed all these things about me", but in reality thats how Rapunzel is with everyone, she's so kind and sweet...and ughhhhhhhh!!!!!!!I just can't help clinging onto false hope.

I want to see the side of her that she shows Jack. I want to see the side of her thats different, the one that she doesn't show other people. I want her determined gaze only focused on me.

I let out a big exasperated sigh escape my lips.

"Whats wrong Hiccup." Rapunzel breaks out of her trance and turns her attention towards me.

There she goes again.

"It's nothing I'm fine." I answer nonchalantly, trying to sound like it wasn't very important.

"Hiccup."

"I'm serious!! There is nothing wrong with me, there is nothing unusual with sighing at a boring lecture!" I said, avoiding eye contact.

After a few seconds when she didn't answer, I turned around and was greeted with a very loud and irritated "Ahem". There the teacher stood gazing down at me with judgmental eyes, and crossed arms, with fingers tapping impatiently for an answer.

"Uh.....uhhh, Noooooo it's not that your presentations aren't interesting, it's just.......uh there are more inter...... No i mean, it's just I've learned this before so.........I just......uh." I rambled on, my tongue twisting into a knot, not being able to speak fluent english anymore.

In the end the teacher gave me one look, and I was sent out in the hallway, listening to Rapunzel's silent laughter as walked out.

On one hand at least I got out of talking about what was wrong with me and avoiding a long lecture from Rapunzel, but on the other hand now I have all this time to think to myself, and that would probably end up mourning over Rapunzel.

I just couldn't get how she could be so close, but still out of reach.

We are together almost all the time, yet I'm still friend zoned daily!!!!

One guy gave me a weird look as I dramatically gave another one of my signature sighs, and planted my hands to my face and turned it into a frustrated moan.

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After school ended Rapunzel and I parted ways without a single word and I was glad for that, since I really didn't want to talk about how I've been acting the last few days. I just quickly slipped into my car and drove to the first place that came to my mind.

Which turned out to be the park.

I followed the familiar dirt path, and arrived at my favorite little bench and sat down. As soon at my back touched the board of the bench I felt a large amount of weight lift from my shoulders. I could practically feel the stress evaporating from my body.

After drowsily dazing about for a while, my favorite black cat that I know and love finally came to visit me to ease my pain and to get rid of the problems.

"Toothless!!" I called out needly, the small black cat with curious green eyes that annoyingly reminded me of Rapunzel's, brung a smile to my lips.

And although I could have been contemplating life and other important stuff like that. My mind was revolving around Rapunzel like usual.

I just couldn't get it. Rapunzel should just get over Jack after all this time and move on to someone else..............preferably me.............
And so should Jack.

Though Jack aren't on very good terms now since what happened when I told on him about what was going on between Elsa and him, but I've been very worried about him lately.

Mad at him. Worried about him. Jealous of him. Etc

He keeps on running ahead and not thinking of the consequences of his actions, and then I have to clean up the mess after him, and he doesn't even appreciate it. When will he learn that life isn't all fun and games. I thought while mindlessly petting Toothless who had found a comfy home on my lap, and purred happily.

Why won't Rapunzel see things my way, why can't she see I'm better for her.

What is seven days to 6 months?

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Thnx for 1K reads!!!!!!!

Sorry for not updating in a long while but i was pretty busy and i just got suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper lazy for a while! I have decided that i wont be updating for a while, since im tired of updating one chapt at a time by the time i come out with the next chapter i forget what happened in the last and im sure some of u guys too so ive decided the next time i update with be the rest if the book, so i will update it all at once so it will be a nice full read.

This is also this first time i include hiccups pov!!!!!!!

Also i have decided that this will have a second book and maybe another bonus one after that for an after story!!!!!!