10 Years (Zerkaa/TBJZL) (A Sidemen Story)

Chapter 13 - Settling?

Josh and Tobi had been together for a good six months and everything was going extremely well. They hadn't yet revealed their relationship to their fans but they both felt that it would happen in time when they were more confident. All the other sidemen seemed to be very supportive and their recordings were as crisp, sharp and humorous as ever, but, jealousy is a powerful and dangerous thing. Something all of them would soon find out.

*Josh's POV*

Everything is just so brilliant at the moment. I'm so relaxed and free, I'm almost in a Zen like state all the time and it's all down to Tobi. I really treasure the time we have together and it's made not only my relationship with him stronger but also with everyone else, it's almost improved me, not because I wasn't a good person before at all, but it's like I've reached my maximum potential.

I decide to go and find Tobi as he's probably messing around as always does when he comes round and go out for a bit. The grind has been particularly strong recently and I need to get out of the house.

"Tobi are you around?" I yell very unsubtly...

"I'm in the garden Josh! Let's have a chat" said Tobi with a giggle, a laugh that always just made me instantly happy.

I see Tobi sitting down on the patio, just chilling as he always does in his spare time, in fact, chill is a word that epitomises Tobi, not of the Netflix variety... but anyway I look into his eyes for a bit and study his face, not in a creepy way! I'm just getting lost in him, but my enjoyment of this is cut short...

"Enjoying yourself there Josh?" says Tobi laughing

"I was, until someone ruined it!" I say laughing as well, giving him a little playful punch on the arm.

"Josh, I just want to say something to you."

"Go ahead man"

"Well here goes. I love you. Very very much. This relationship between us has made me experience things and enjoy myself on a scale that I never thought was possible." I blush, but I'm curious to see where he's going with this. He continues:

"We've done so much already in the six months we've been together and I can only hope that it continues, I sound like a broken record saying how much you mean to me, but, it's important to keep saying it. We emerged from a dark time in our friendship and grew into something beautiful and it just shows what we have is special. I just wanted to say this to you Josh, because you are my everything." Oh and I've started crying, well brilliant. I swear this boy is going to be the death of me with his sweetness. I don't know what to say.

"Tobi, I love you more than I've ever loved anyone, you're a kind, thoughtful and wonderful human being and that was incredibly sweet. I can't be as sophisticated in wording how I feel about you but know I feel the same way." After this, I had some intentions that I wanted to make clear, going out could wait a bit...

"Tobi you're so sweet that I feel I need to counteract this by being... a little bit naughty" I give him an incredibly cringe worthy wink, yeah smooth Josh. He blushes instantly yet laughs.

I decide to go for it and just smash my lips into his. Things getting heated, but that's exactly how I fucking want it.

*Tobi's POV

Oh my god this is great! Looks like my little speech worked, but I need to tell him how much I love him, because I need him and he is my world.

*A few hours later*

I can't believe we just did it outside. Thank fuck none of the others were in as that would have been risky as fuck! It shows what this relationship is about though, as well as being incredibly fun and generous, Josh does things which get me out my comfort zone and I love that, but I want that to extend from doing it in the garden. We don't get too much time with each other, especially when the others are around, but when we do it's special.

I leave Josh's room and him sleeping as he's taking a nap to rest up for more videos. I walk downstairs to make some food and see all the guys:

"Hey everyone!" I say cheerfully

"Hi Tobi!" they all chirp happily

They're all just chilling, something I'm always up for doing. I prepare my food thinking about the great time Josh and I had out in London today, just browsing and looking around. Spontaneous trips are always the best. As I chop away at my vegetables, I see a figure behind me, I turn to see Harry.

"Hey Hazza" I chirp, "what's up?"

"Well Tobi, there's something I want to talk to you about. Alone. If that's ok?"

"Yeah sure", I follow Harry to the garden, curious about what he has to say.

"Tobi, there's something I want to say to you and I can't wait any longer"

"Go ahead, man I'm all ears" Why is he so nervous?

"Tobi... I... er... er... er... er... I love you."

"Harry. I think it would be best if you just go. The. Fuck. Back. Inside." What the actual fuck is going on?

"No, I won't do that, you're mine, not Josh's"

" HARRY. Back the fuck down"

"NO." He then leaps and starts kissing me, but I push him off, I can't fucking believe this! Is he mad!?!?

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?" This is going to end badly now. I can tell.

"TOBI. PLEASE." he starts crying and rushes at me again.

I've had enough and swing my fist forward as it slams into his jaw. I had no choice. He was being far too forward and wouldn't get the message.

"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'VE JUST PUNCHED ME YOU ARSEHOLE!" Harry yells,

and brilliant. All the others have arrived.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?" they all yell

"TOBI HIT ME BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT ME TO REVEAL WHAT WE'VE DONE FOR THE PAST COUPLE OF MONTHS!"

What the fuck is he doing. Oh Fuck. He better fucking not.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU ON ABOUT HARRY?! YOU WERE JUST TRYING TO KISS ME. BUT I'M WITH JOSH, YOU CAN'T HAVE ME!!"

The others just stand there in disbelief.

Just when everything was going so well.

A/N: I am so so sorry for not having updated in over a month. It's not really acceptable, but I've had a lot of work to do at university and had hardly any time to myself recently. I just want to say thank you for 1K reads as well, that really is amazing and means so much to me, to everyone who has been reading this thank you so much, I never thought this book would get that much attention, uploads will be infrequent but during Christmas they should be out quite often as I'll have time to relax a bit then! Thanks again so much guys! Hope you're enjoying it! - Riak64 :)