Love & War (COMPLETED)

Lets Go Back To How It Used To

Cali-

My mother was gone. I could not believe it.

I went into prison thinking the next 15 years were gonna be good, you know come home to my family. Not thinking my mother was gonna die on me.

I loved her so much, and then seeing Monica.

My angel...

My heart sank.

She's gotten so big, looks so much like me.

Renae family looked good too. Kendra look snobby though, and Sean always kept his head up, like he always did.

Im just..

I just wish I had that.

I never know If I be ever able to get it again.

                      - 2  D A Y S   L A T  E R-

Today was the day, I was going to visit Renae.

I had just showered, and I got my outfit together.

Im surprised I still look good at 36.

I still got my curves, my ass, boobs. #TeamAintSaggin.

 I dont know how these bitches be wearing open tops which there saggy tits out there, Nasty ass people.

I put my shoes on and grabbed my purse, and left.

I put money away before and while I was in jail.

I had multiple bank accounts and when I was in jail, I told momma about the secret safes, and she left me money too.

I got into the taxi and told him the address. When I pulled up to her house, my heart skipped a beat.

This is the first time we've talked in 15 years, face to face.

I miss my sister so much, and I have to thank her for taking Monica that night. But I know she still disappointed in me.

My entire life I grew up feeling second to her, my sister was the 'golden child', so when I got pregnant...

Haha nobody was surprised, they just found an excuse to actually use against me.

I left home the day after I told my mom.

I moved in with Monica's father. Damn was that some experience. He had money, but that was only because of the drug money he was bring in. He was a drug lord.He had the police on his ass, and since I was always with him, they were on mine too.

I seen some fucked up things happen in that house. No word of a lie.

I rang the doorbell, as I turned my body away from the door. I was getting goosebumps.

She answered the door with her cheery voice.

"Hello?"

When I turned around her eyes widened and she brought me into a deep hug.

I was shocked

"Cali..." I heard her say as her voice began to crack. "Ive missed you so much" she said as she began to rub my cheek.

The tears began to form in my eyes..