Love & War (COMPLETED)

We Jammin'

Monica--

"Marlonnnnnnnnnnn when you coming over?" I whined thru the phone.

"Monica you know I cant come until I finish work at 8"

"Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

Marlon and I have grown closer, but we're still not official.

To be quite honest, I dont even know If Im really ready for a relationship anyways.

The whole commitment thing, thats kinda scary for me. Not saying Im not able to commit, but being able to give my all to that one person and be able to love them with everything in me. Just scary, especially because I already have trust Issues built up in me.

"Babe, chill out please. You know I wanna see you just as bad as you want to see me"

I felt my cheek bones rise as I heard him say that. "I mean... I guess I can wait..."

"Good ! So I'll see you later iight?"

"Yes Mar Bar." I said as I frowned

"Monica! You better not be frowning over there!!". I rolled my eyes. 

"Im not Marlon."

"Better not be, but I'll holla at you later.."

"Bye Marlon."

"Bye Mo Mo"

I hung up the phone and collasped ontop of my bed, just thinking about Marlon got me sad. I guess you could say, I've gotten really attached to the mo'fo, but I just cant help it.

I was scrolling down my instagram page, when I heard a knock on my wall.

"Come In!" I said as I dropped my phone on my bed.

Aunt Renae walked in looking happy and smiling.

"Wasssup Aunt Ren Ren?" I said as I sat up looking at her.

"I wanted to share some news with you"

I paused and looked  scrunched up my face. "News? What news?"

"Uh.. so. We're expecting."

"OH MY GOSH ! IM SO HAPPY FOR YALL!" I said jumping up and hugging her.

"Hush Girl! " She laughed smiling. "Thats why I came here, I wanted your help. Nobody else know's except you. Im tryna make it a surprise. Im going to have a get together, and thats when Im going to fill everyone in. But I need you to help plan it. Is that cool?" She said grabbing my hands.

"Yeaa Aunty Renae, you know I got you. When is the party?"

"Next weekend, so you got a week to plan out everything. I can help you of course but I figured it would be better for you to take control of."

"Yesss I got this!".

I was excited. I get to party plan and do shit my way, bout time.

Kendra--

"HOW Y'ALL DOING TONIGHT? I SAID HOW YALL DOING TONIGHT?!"

I was backstage but I could hear Griffen getting ready to do my intro. I began walking out my dressing room, and started walking up the stairs.

I had like 5 more steps until I would be seen. I slipped my mask over my face and continued walking up the stairs.

"GIVE IT UP TO MS.MYSTERIOUS!!!"

Dance by Big Sean ft Nicki Minaj began to play, as I began walking onto my stage.

I bent over and started shaking my ass. I went down into the splits and started jiggling my booty. I got up, and started dancing while seductively walking towards the pole.

"Bad Bitches Ima ya leader"  I jumped onto the pole, and began doing my thing.

I did a spin and started separating my legs aparts on the pole.

"ASS, ASS, ASS, ASS" The hungry men started shouting at me.

I got down, and started walking towards one of my the boys.

I went over to him and smiled, I bent down and started twerking on his lap.

"Go stupid, Go stupid" .

I felt him getting hard, and I decided to face him.

He smiled and my smile grew wider.

The song was coming to its end, and I felt him put money into my thong.

"Thanks pappi" I said as I got off of him and began walking back on stage, collecting my money.

After I was done collecting, I went back into my dressing room. I started counting my money.

"500, 520,550,570, 570,571-... this nigga really gave me a dollar though.." I shook my head and continued counting. "581,601" I did alright.

I usally leave with 700-800 for my one dance but I dont know what was going on.

I looked at my phone.

"Shit, Its almost 12"

I had to get home before curfew then, my mom would know something was up.

Nobody know's about Ms.Mysterious, and thats the whole reason why I wear a mask because I cant let my identify to be exposed. If anyone finds out, my life is ruined.

This was more a hobby for me. I didnt need the money but I dont know, I guess Im hooked.

I know this was a dangerous job, but hey It gives me a chance to be independent and get my own money flowing in. It gets scary, but I gotta do what I have to do sometimes.

I put my money away In my duffle bag, and put my sweat pants and sweater on and I was out the door.

"11:54 just in time".

I walked in to see my parents chilling and watching tv in the living room.

"Hey mom and Dad."

"Hello Kendra" They said nonchalantly as there eyes were glued onto the telelvision screen.

I shook my head, as I turned around and walked upstairs.

SOMETIMES, I felt like a failure and disgrace to my parents but Its gotten to the point where Ive gotten used to it.

I used to do stuff, just to get attention, but now I just do it because i just really dont give a fuck.

Short chapter, but ahh.. More to come.

Lol keep the comments flowing tho ;)

-Chante.