Rebel At Heart

Chapter 19: Misunderstood and Frightened

I handed the paperwork to Blake, waiting for him to realize what it was. His eyes widened after a few minutes.

"You're pregnant?!"

I was alarmed at this statement.

"No! God no! The paper is stating that we no longer need to use a condom."

"What do you mean?"

"I'm unable to have any more kids of my own."

He looked puzzled.

"Are you saying that one day, if we ever get married, that you won't be able to bring our kids into the world?"

I hadn't thought about it that way. My face fell.

"I guess it does."

He stood up.

"Let's not think about that right now."

I nodded.

"Yeah. We have other things to worry about right now."

Raini was due in a week and Matt and Trenton were in the middle of a huge fight over some stupid mishap with condoms or some shit. Castiel was thankfully monitoring Raini and her progress. He made sure her stress levels wouldn't go too high, causing possible injuries to the baby, or sending her into labor.

Meanwhile, Blake and I could fuck as much as we want and we wouldn't need to worry about possible pregnancy. Also, I had just purchased a new toy earlier in the week, just to get a chance to use it on him. The new vibrator was sitting in my nightstand drawer, waiting to be used. Little did Blake know, I would never use it on myself. Only him. I wasn't the kind who would masturbate.

I kissed him and someone knocked on the door.

"Why does everyone need to interrupt our time together?! They could do that in class!"

"Sh!"

I opened the door and Castiel breezed in with Raini.

"Sorry! The guys are fighting again. Matt has refused to fuck Trenton and I until Raini's baby comes."

"Is that what they have been fighting about?"

"Yeah. That and the fact of gender. They can't agree on what gender the baby is going to be."

"Isn't that unknown so far?"

"Again, yes. They're just trying to guess what the gender is going to be."

"Have you decided on names yet?"

He shook his head and helped Raini sit on the couch.

"It's up to Raini and the father. As soon as we find out who the father is."

He leaned close to her stomach, kissing it.

"I hope it's me."

He kissed Raini's forehead and she blushed.

"I just hope that the baby comes out soon! I'm done! I can't do anything! It's hard to focus on college work when the baby is kicking me!"

"I can already tell you're going to bear them another child if they ask."

"Of course! I'm absolutely in love with Castiel and Trenton's cocks!"

"Too much info!"

She shrugged and Blake came into the room. He didn't even pay attention to the fact that Cas and Raini were sitting on the couch.

"I thought I lost my hot piece of ass! Come on. My dick is aching to be shoved inside of you!"

I slapped his arm.

"We have guests Blake!"

"It's not like they'll care. Come on! My hand never does the trick of mimicking the way you feel."

Cas was laughing and Raini shook her head.

"Just go. He won't stop bothering you until the deed is done."

I gave her an apologetic smile and headed off with Blake to the bedroom. The minute the door was closed, he ripped all the clothes off our bodies. No use for condoms now that the rape had taken away my ability to have children.

He pushed himself inside of me and I groaned. I tried to move my hips but he wouldn't let me. He held me down and closed his eyes.

Fucking hell.

I could feel his cock growing inside of me. Soon enough, the tip hit my spot and I couldn't take it. I needed him to fuck me.